Who Are You?

Or, who am I? (It's my blog of course its who am I~)

It can get kind of confusing being me sometimes.

I know that when I've just done my make up or have selfies, I really love how I look! To the point where it sounds like complete vanity <3 I'm pretty no?

But. BUT. As you have seen, I am very inseccure, about how I look especially. I can go about daily life and worry that I look bad, that someone looks sooo much prettier than me. 

It's like the opposite!

And again, if somebody comes to me for advice (this is something you've seen too) I will be straight foreward, blunt and honest. Even if it doesn't sound very kind. Its just what to do you know? suck it up and move on.

 I hate it when somebody does that to me. 

Then again I'm a very caring person! I really really hate hurting people, so much so I will be dishonest and avoid telling them the bad thing because I just want them to be happy. I will put them first, cause if theyre unhappy then so am I. 

And then I turn around and say I'm number one, screw off, my dream my life my thoughts. Cannot stop me. 

WHAT ARE YOU DOING SELF? ARE YOU TWO PEOPLE?!

I can even quickly change opinons about something and then change again...and again...annoyed, sad, relieved, happy. What. 

Example: someone says they like/ have crush/ love me
Me number one- dont. Piss off.  (How do I do this when I know what its like to be rejected?!)
Me number two- I'm really sorry ;n;

I hope I dont encounter me number one when I like someone! (CauseItotallydontrightnow...totally)

//Had to vent