Why So Serious?

I don't like watching TV shows that people argue in (example: Jeremy Kyle, the long version of the news, etc) because I just sit there like 'why are you throwing a tantrum?'

It just bewilders me how so often people choose to get mad about stuff. Getting pissed isn't good for your health you know~

Okay okay I have a lot of beliefs about stuff and I'll stand by them but if somebody says something- 9/10 I'm just gonna float on by and ignore it, why do I want to ruin my time by getting mad at arguing? It makes no sense!

Like I can easily carry on about what I'm doing and being happy and what not, while the commenter...well they get to sit there in their ball of negative and just soak in until they get stress wrinkles. Ha.

That is such a satisfying thought :'3 TAKE THAT. I hope you don't get ill from being so angry all the time hehehehe

It's even worse when somebody says a bitchy comment just to get a reaction and then ends up like 'omg I am so annoyed' because somebody argued with them about it. I'm like...well wtf did you expect.

I used to think people stop acting like children when they grow up.

It's such a waste of time to get angry, it doesn't achieve anything and it only makes you feel bad...and makes you look childish.

Although~ ranting is fun so uh, do it with consideration. Like, don't be surprised when somebody argues with you, don't be all high and mighty about it, just you know... don't be a douche

Be like me

I mean what

I think sometimes I'm too lazy to get annoyed, sitting in bob standard happiness is a lot easier than working myself up.

Peace out yo (was that a pun? It might of been)

Too Amazing For My Own Good

(I stole this)

Okay so I don't get asked out often, and it always comes as a surprise when I am. I haven't had much relationship success in the past (note. past.) but now I am thinking about the reasons at to why I didn't even say yes to people.

It isn't me, it's them.

Is your head okay?
This happened when I was at my old job. I was putting stuff on shelves and he came up to me like 'this might be a bit strange but can I have your number?' I was shocked xD I didn't even know what to say! Okay so I did actually give it to him because I was flattered that I'd been asked out (he actually did ask me out there somewhere.) He text me later on but I ignored it. Successful escape. Or is it?

This guy happened to live quite near me so when I was walking home from work a week later, he was freaking walking home also. wtf help. He apologised for asking me out so suddenly and that I must have thought he was really strange to which I responded:
'I thought you'd smacked your head on a pole on the way in.' (Oh my confidence levels are great)

The thing is with people asking me out as work is that they knew where to find me TT I always chatted kindly with him other times he came in but I never went out with him heheheh.

Mr Fancy
Okay so this was at my old job also! Back in the day I was oblivious to when people are flirting with me...still am tbh xD anyway back to the story. He was the last customer of the day and we were just chatting and stuff and he was all 'youre really nice' and I was like 'aw thank you' bc I am nice, thanks for noticing. And then I had to let him out and as I did, he asked me out for a drink. Again, shocked wtf.

I think I said something like 'I don't even know you' I actually don't remember. Although I do remember going back into the shop like 'he just asked me out' o-o I couldn't believe it xD was also oblivious to my own pretty. Anyway this story continues.

Several days later he came back into the shop when it was busy and was all 'remember me?' I did. and then he gave me his business card. It has his name and mobile number on it, in case I changed my mind. Oh my god. I was like 'did that just happen?' my co-worker thought it was funny. Omg I was embarrassed though xD all the other customers saw it happen and me get all like wtf.

I don't think I ever threw the card out, it got buried in my room somewhere.

What are you? 12?
Old job again.  Two teenagers, who were 16 (ew) and mega chavtastic (even more ew) came into the shop.
Teen 1: Will you go out with my friend?
Me: No.
The end.

...

Is that all the moments I have? Omg I have been asked out more than that I know but other times is boring or was somebody I'm actually friends with and I don't wanna be mean >< and sometimes there is no story at all!

Ehh to make this post longer I'm gonna chuck in some camhos.

From Motown and Soul night the other weekend ^o^

 

Just me (duh), pre-haircut last weekend. I never camho'd at this angle before wtf

 

And finally me today!

Okay bye bye! ^-^

P.S. I wonder how many people take my over the top vainness seriously?

Trouble With Guys

Omg it sounds like I'm gonna relationship rant. BUT NOTHING OF THE SORT AH. Just didn't put 'working' in the title so they don't know I'm talking about them! (Unless they actually read the post wtf)

At my job now, where I've been for three months, the part I work in is all guys, all older than me at least by a few years.

But when I get together with my girls I realise all the girly things I miss now that I spend so much work time with only guys!

For example, the simple task of whining about tummy cramps. Of course guys don't get D; I just want to whine about them! It helps. And and then when emotions go everywhere I'm stuck like 'conceal. don't feel. don't let them know' I don't need to be random mood swinging omg.

I really also miss bitching omg. I shouldn't miss it, it'd probably do me good to cut back. But god where is the raging on somebody you don't even know because of their shitty outfit? No more gossiping wa wa wa ;n;

One day I totally stabbed my boob with the corner of a box, it totally hurt, and still did for a few days but I couldn't complain about my boob for goodness sake. Otherwise everyone would be thinking about my boob wtf xD

I want to talk about make up and clothes and hair and needing to stuff ones face with junk food once a month and babies and pretty things. I just wanna talk about girly things ;A;

Do they even camho?

Okay okay they are actually all very nice and because I am a girl and the youngest they look after me ^o^ woooo! I need to get stronger though so I can lift stuff without dying.

Oops post so short TT I STILL WANNA TRY UPDATE MORE THOUGH <3

An Cafe Concert! o(≧∀≦)o

So guess who went to the most amazing fabulous concert in London last Friday?

ME

I need to calm down enough to write this

It was so so so so wonderful! I love them all but Miku has always come out tops. And now I love him even more. Because he spent so much time staring at me <3 EEEEEEEEE.

I kid you not. The amount of eye contact was crazy! (not that I can blame him) but oh my god. just wow. Marry me please xD There was one time where he stared for ages, I looked away to squee at wife and I look back and he was still staring.

He knows he's gorgeous.

Okay on to the actual day. Even though the best part of the day was Miku staring into my soul (seriously stop flirting with me and get in my bed)

Lets start with camhos before I left the house~ Wife couldn't get into London til three so I spent a lot of time not doing much that morning :'3

Looveee my outfit! I stole the clothes from the bf because I didn't have anything. I want to keep <3 Did I ever mention I love visual kei?

 

Nyappy make and hair!

 

This is why Miku stared.

My nail varnish is super chipped now ;n; but I don't want to take it off!

I have more but this post is not about me for once, well not that much about me...okay it is but sh. Need to talk about An Cafe

Or talk about my day first. We went Purikura! <3 I've been like 4 times now I love it, its like it was made for me~

Omg what is this quality xD but we did Nyappy pose! <3 and derping and stuff.

We checked out cute/anime/nerdy stuff for a while in China Town also before going to the venue, because the earlier we were the nearer to the front we would be!

In the queue! Idk if you guys have seen my wife yet, but this is her <3 been wives for like 2 years already! Using her actual name's weird for me o-o
She so prettyyyy and check out that SnK jacket!

While we were queuing we heard about a meet and great...we hadnt heard thing about this before! </3 omg total unfair ;;;

And near the front we were!

Three rows back and right in the middle. Hense why Miku had the perfect line to stare down. hnnnggg.

Okay okay don't be mad but the order of the concert is a complete blur. I dunno when stuff happened, just that it did.

I blame Miku,when I think of the concert I think of eye contact and everything else is fuzz. Dammit. (Therewassomuch)

It was crazy exciting when they first came on stage one by one. They were real! Not just on the internet xD oh my god it was too good to be true;;;

I didn't think they'd do anything from Bou era but they did! Which was great! Because my favourite songs are from back then ^-^

Example, Maple Gunman. I loved loved loved that performace cause we got to do the little gun actiony thing <3 And Escapism! Super love that song toooo. Oh oh and Smile Ichiban Ii Onna <3<3 my first An Cafe song so that was super special ;u;

A really fun one was Natsu Koi Natsu Game which has a dance to it. Shamefully I didn't know it so I had to learn quickly xD I got it down now though! This was one of the many times Yuki was upfront and just having a great time :'3 he was like a puppy! He was all excited before Amazing Blue also c:

Near the end they did Cherry Saku Yuuki WHICH WAS AWESOME (it was last or second last idk) I love that song sooooo much

At one point Miku poured a bottle of water over his head and then shook his hair over everyone. It was great :'3

It was totally cute when Teruki started going on about sushi, asking if we liked sushi and that he'd had sushi in London and it was the best. Baw what a dear~

When Kanon had his time to talk he got everyone to yell nyappy, then nyap-py-py-py. He had a little giggle afterwards, apparently he thought it was funny xD

(Omg cannot remember if Takuya had a little talk. Omg brain what are you doing. It might of been his for some of it I was like '...what?' adorable Engrish)

One of the last things they did (after encore) was take a photo of them with everyone! And I can see meeeee <3 in a picture with An Cafe, oh yes :'3

That is me, fo sure <3 

Guuhhh it was just so wonderful. I hope they come back again soooooon~ ^ ^ oh oh I forgot to mention I got that shirt their all wearing too. Matching clothes. level up.

 

I wish I could actually remember it better than a blur of awesome ><

BYYEEE <3