Why So Serious?

I don't like watching TV shows that people argue in (example: Jeremy Kyle, the long version of the news, etc) because I just sit there like 'why are you throwing a tantrum?'

It just bewilders me how so often people choose to get mad about stuff. Getting pissed isn't good for your health you know~

Okay okay I have a lot of beliefs about stuff and I'll stand by them but if somebody says something- 9/10 I'm just gonna float on by and ignore it, why do I want to ruin my time by getting mad at arguing? It makes no sense!

Like I can easily carry on about what I'm doing and being happy and what not, while the commenter...well they get to sit there in their ball of negative and just soak in until they get stress wrinkles. Ha.

That is such a satisfying thought :'3 TAKE THAT. I hope you don't get ill from being so angry all the time hehehehe

It's even worse when somebody says a bitchy comment just to get a reaction and then ends up like 'omg I am so annoyed' because somebody argued with them about it. I'm like...well wtf did you expect.

I used to think people stop acting like children when they grow up.

It's such a waste of time to get angry, it doesn't achieve anything and it only makes you feel bad...and makes you look childish.

Although~ ranting is fun so uh, do it with consideration. Like, don't be surprised when somebody argues with you, don't be all high and mighty about it, just you know... don't be a douche

Be like me

I mean what

I think sometimes I'm too lazy to get annoyed, sitting in bob standard happiness is a lot easier than working myself up.

Peace out yo (was that a pun? It might of been)

Too Amazing For My Own Good

(I stole this)

Okay so I don't get asked out often, and it always comes as a surprise when I am. I haven't had much relationship success in the past (note. past.) but now I am thinking about the reasons at to why I didn't even say yes to people.

It isn't me, it's them.

Is your head okay?
This happened when I was at my old job. I was putting stuff on shelves and he came up to me like 'this might be a bit strange but can I have your number?' I was shocked xD I didn't even know what to say! Okay so I did actually give it to him because I was flattered that I'd been asked out (he actually did ask me out there somewhere.) He text me later on but I ignored it. Successful escape. Or is it?

This guy happened to live quite near me so when I was walking home from work a week later, he was freaking walking home also. wtf help. He apologised for asking me out so suddenly and that I must have thought he was really strange to which I responded:
'I thought you'd smacked your head on a pole on the way in.' (Oh my confidence levels are great)

The thing is with people asking me out as work is that they knew where to find me TT I always chatted kindly with him other times he came in but I never went out with him heheheh.

Mr Fancy
Okay so this was at my old job also! Back in the day I was oblivious to when people are flirting with me...still am tbh xD anyway back to the story. He was the last customer of the day and we were just chatting and stuff and he was all 'youre really nice' and I was like 'aw thank you' bc I am nice, thanks for noticing. And then I had to let him out and as I did, he asked me out for a drink. Again, shocked wtf.

I think I said something like 'I don't even know you' I actually don't remember. Although I do remember going back into the shop like 'he just asked me out' o-o I couldn't believe it xD was also oblivious to my own pretty. Anyway this story continues.

Several days later he came back into the shop when it was busy and was all 'remember me?' I did. and then he gave me his business card. It has his name and mobile number on it, in case I changed my mind. Oh my god. I was like 'did that just happen?' my co-worker thought it was funny. Omg I was embarrassed though xD all the other customers saw it happen and me get all like wtf.

I don't think I ever threw the card out, it got buried in my room somewhere.

What are you? 12?
Old job again.  Two teenagers, who were 16 (ew) and mega chavtastic (even more ew) came into the shop.
Teen 1: Will you go out with my friend?
Me: No.
The end.

...

Is that all the moments I have? Omg I have been asked out more than that I know but other times is boring or was somebody I'm actually friends with and I don't wanna be mean >< and sometimes there is no story at all!

Ehh to make this post longer I'm gonna chuck in some camhos.

From Motown and Soul night the other weekend ^o^

 

Just me (duh), pre-haircut last weekend. I never camho'd at this angle before wtf

 

And finally me today!

Okay bye bye! ^-^

P.S. I wonder how many people take my over the top vainness seriously?

Trouble With Guys

Omg it sounds like I'm gonna relationship rant. BUT NOTHING OF THE SORT AH. Just didn't put 'working' in the title so they don't know I'm talking about them! (Unless they actually read the post wtf)

At my job now, where I've been for three months, the part I work in is all guys, all older than me at least by a few years.

But when I get together with my girls I realise all the girly things I miss now that I spend so much work time with only guys!

For example, the simple task of whining about tummy cramps. Of course guys don't get D; I just want to whine about them! It helps. And and then when emotions go everywhere I'm stuck like 'conceal. don't feel. don't let them know' I don't need to be random mood swinging omg.

I really also miss bitching omg. I shouldn't miss it, it'd probably do me good to cut back. But god where is the raging on somebody you don't even know because of their shitty outfit? No more gossiping wa wa wa ;n;

One day I totally stabbed my boob with the corner of a box, it totally hurt, and still did for a few days but I couldn't complain about my boob for goodness sake. Otherwise everyone would be thinking about my boob wtf xD

I want to talk about make up and clothes and hair and needing to stuff ones face with junk food once a month and babies and pretty things. I just wanna talk about girly things ;A;

Do they even camho?

Okay okay they are actually all very nice and because I am a girl and the youngest they look after me ^o^ woooo! I need to get stronger though so I can lift stuff without dying.

Oops post so short TT I STILL WANNA TRY UPDATE MORE THOUGH <3

An Cafe Concert! o(≧∀≦)o

So guess who went to the most amazing fabulous concert in London last Friday?

ME

I need to calm down enough to write this

It was so so so so wonderful! I love them all but Miku has always come out tops. And now I love him even more. Because he spent so much time staring at me <3 EEEEEEEEE.

I kid you not. The amount of eye contact was crazy! (not that I can blame him) but oh my god. just wow. Marry me please xD There was one time where he stared for ages, I looked away to squee at wife and I look back and he was still staring.

He knows he's gorgeous.

Okay on to the actual day. Even though the best part of the day was Miku staring into my soul (seriously stop flirting with me and get in my bed)

Lets start with camhos before I left the house~ Wife couldn't get into London til three so I spent a lot of time not doing much that morning :'3

Looveee my outfit! I stole the clothes from the bf because I didn't have anything. I want to keep <3 Did I ever mention I love visual kei?

 

Nyappy make and hair!

 

This is why Miku stared.

My nail varnish is super chipped now ;n; but I don't want to take it off!

I have more but this post is not about me for once, well not that much about me...okay it is but sh. Need to talk about An Cafe

Or talk about my day first. We went Purikura! <3 I've been like 4 times now I love it, its like it was made for me~

Omg what is this quality xD but we did Nyappy pose! <3 and derping and stuff.

We checked out cute/anime/nerdy stuff for a while in China Town also before going to the venue, because the earlier we were the nearer to the front we would be!

In the queue! Idk if you guys have seen my wife yet, but this is her <3 been wives for like 2 years already! Using her actual name's weird for me o-o
She so prettyyyy and check out that SnK jacket!

While we were queuing we heard about a meet and great...we hadnt heard thing about this before! </3 omg total unfair ;;;

And near the front we were!

Three rows back and right in the middle. Hense why Miku had the perfect line to stare down. hnnnggg.

Okay okay don't be mad but the order of the concert is a complete blur. I dunno when stuff happened, just that it did.

I blame Miku,when I think of the concert I think of eye contact and everything else is fuzz. Dammit. (Therewassomuch)

It was crazy exciting when they first came on stage one by one. They were real! Not just on the internet xD oh my god it was too good to be true;;;

I didn't think they'd do anything from Bou era but they did! Which was great! Because my favourite songs are from back then ^-^

Example, Maple Gunman. I loved loved loved that performace cause we got to do the little gun actiony thing <3 And Escapism! Super love that song toooo. Oh oh and Smile Ichiban Ii Onna <3<3 my first An Cafe song so that was super special ;u;

A really fun one was Natsu Koi Natsu Game which has a dance to it. Shamefully I didn't know it so I had to learn quickly xD I got it down now though! This was one of the many times Yuki was upfront and just having a great time :'3 he was like a puppy! He was all excited before Amazing Blue also c:

Near the end they did Cherry Saku Yuuki WHICH WAS AWESOME (it was last or second last idk) I love that song sooooo much

At one point Miku poured a bottle of water over his head and then shook his hair over everyone. It was great :'3

It was totally cute when Teruki started going on about sushi, asking if we liked sushi and that he'd had sushi in London and it was the best. Baw what a dear~

When Kanon had his time to talk he got everyone to yell nyappy, then nyap-py-py-py. He had a little giggle afterwards, apparently he thought it was funny xD

(Omg cannot remember if Takuya had a little talk. Omg brain what are you doing. It might of been his for some of it I was like '...what?' adorable Engrish)

One of the last things they did (after encore) was take a photo of them with everyone! And I can see meeeee <3 in a picture with An Cafe, oh yes :'3

That is me, fo sure <3 

Guuhhh it was just so wonderful. I hope they come back again soooooon~ ^ ^ oh oh I forgot to mention I got that shirt their all wearing too. Matching clothes. level up.

 

I wish I could actually remember it better than a blur of awesome ><

BYYEEE <3

London MCM Expo October '13 Sunday

Hello you! I've been on an accidental hiatus >>

My brain got taken over by car stuff TT (and boyfriend stuff hehehehe) car situation still not sorted but more on that when it actually is.

Instead I will finally (finally finally) blog about the last day of Expo, which was one of the best Expo days I've ever had <3

With the Ouran High School Host Club! I was Hikaru :3

Quick selfie with the darling twinny as we waited for everyone else to get ready :3

Cannot praise Kydeka enough for the gorgeous roses!!!

 

We had to drag our luggage with us to put it the locker type place at expo since hotel checkout was in the morning and we didn't want to wheel it around all day nope nope!

 

We weren't even the full group at the point as we had to find Gem (our Tamaki) and Alice (Kyoya) because they werent in the same hotel. BUT. Even with suitcases and bags and not a full group we still got stopped for photos as we wondered around trying to find this place.

 

And even outside the bathroom myself, Rachel (Kaoru), Tasha (Mori) and Kydeka (Honey) waited for the others we had pictures taken xD haha have your picture taken with half of the host club outside the toilets pffff

Looking out for some new guests for our club~

 

But finally we got rid of our stuff and became a full fabulous host club! <3

 

If I could sum this day up in one word it would be photos

 

IT WAS MADNESS

 

We couldn't really go anywhere without photos being taken. And I'm not even exaggerating. When we stopped it took ages before we could go again as sooooo many people came to snap a picture.

 

A genius (omgomg I forgot who thought of bringing it, Tasha? maybe? imsorry) brought a roses backdrop for such times and me and Rachel were the ones to hold it up, the arms died.

 

But it was amazing. It was tiring but it was the best thing ever you have no idea <3 <3 <3

Here is a handful that have been dug up on the internet since (prepare yourself)

 

Also introducing Laxmi as our perfect Haruhi!

 

 

One amazing thing that happened when photos were being taken was that the group who always do the best Cats (The Musical) cosplays ever, I swear they must actually be in it they are so good, were around and then they were like 'can we take a picture with you?'

 

ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

 

The amazing Cats wanted pictures with us. It was me who wanted pictures with them! Omg they are like freaking celebrities. Ahh it was so amazing ;A; and then they started playing with our back drop and roses and started dancing and alksjdld I wish I could have filmed that whole moment!

 

Such a pretty backdrop ;;

 

 

 

It was impossible to get us all facing the same camera because there were SO MANY

 

A FRIEND. Lots of people posed like that with us, where we all held out our roses to them ^o^ omg I wish I had been them, being given the attention of the host club *o*

 

 

Okay time to breathe for a moment. Blogging this makes me miss this day sooo much. 

 

Even when we went outside to do a photo shoot of sorts, there were people up on the balcony taking pictures xD its like we were the real deal guys <3

 

Speaking of the photo shoot, here are the gorgeous photos! 

 

THESE TWO MAKE THE BEST PAIR ITS SO CUTE

 

We twins are very close <3

 

Lemme interrupt with a selfie with the king!

 

Finally Tamaki gets the guts to confess to Haruhi!

 

Alltheloveforthis

  

I feel bad I ruined this by looking the wrong way TT

 

Much better <3

 

From a different angle this time~

 

Gem actually took this one so no Tama-chan

 

 

 

LOOK AT THAT LITTLE FACE AW

 

 

 

Stairs are the best thing for pictures

 

 

The host club is really unserious a lot of the time

 

Twins!

 

Especially the twins >>

 

Had enough of us yet?

 

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE ONE OF ALL TIME. I LOVE IT SO MUCH

 

Okay lets end this part with a family photo <3 Mother, father and daughter~

 

I hope Tasha and Gem don't kill me for photo stealing >> I think I included most of them!

Naturally, as I seem to do with every freaking expo post ever, I forget what we did when so heres just pictures and words and stuff c:
 

So there was this photo booth. IT WAS SO FREAKING TINY YOU HAVE NO IDEA. 3 people would find it a pain to take pictures in there. But what did we do? Shoved us all in it. It was so squishy xD you can probably tell. But I love these photos so much xD

 

A blur blur picture from lunch tiiimee <3

 

A selfie with Mori ^o^

 

 

And finally (omg I only camho'd with 3 others on that day what is wrong with me) one with Honey! And Usa-chan~

 

I've said it enough times but oh my gosh it was a wonderful day one of the best days that ever was. We have to do the host club again! It was great fun!

 

And thus ends the final post of October Expo 2013. Only a few months until the next one!

Ciao ciao~

Things Can Only Get Better

Somebody owned up to hitting my car! 3 days after.

Apparently they got out and had a look at which house it was. But couldn't tell. Oh bitch don't lie, if you'd gotten out you would have seen the giant ass bumper piece of yours that you left behind. Oh and it was outside my house funnily enough, my car, my house, where I live. Try there.

And also later in the day they went back to write a note and the car was gone...no it was in the drive way moron. Where it was when you saw it to post the damn confessing letter. Blind much? Oh must have been to hit my car.

I don't know how the fuck you hit that ice for you to go into my car like that.

So you said you're sorry for any distress caused. Oh you better be. Im still stressed as anything thank you very much.

I've never felt so ill from stress in my life.

I really must be stressed if I have to admit it to people.

It is horrible okay. I have had the worst few days and it wouldn't have been so bad if you hadn't taken 3 days to confess.

You better be sorry. You better fucking fall on your knees and apologise again and again. And then pay up. Pay for the damage on my car, pay for the money its costing me to get the bus to work and damn just give me extra money to make up for the emotional shit you caused.

It seems like it was a company van of sorts. Not that they've said what, all I got was their insurance company number. I don't want to talk to them I want to talk to you. If you weren't part of a company, in a company van you wouldn't have owned up, would you? But you had to. Incase somebody had seen that van. Damaging the reputation of the company for sure.

And so far ringing the insurance company was pointless. I rung them, they said 'oh we'll ring blahblah and they'll look at your car and get back to you' or whatever. They said they'd phone back today. Did they? No they did not.

Wow. 10 points to you. I'm not ever getting insurance through your shitty company.

Gonna call them back tomorrow...

So I phoned them back (I'm writing this several days after ok) and then they said 'oh they'll get back to you Monday or Tuesday' wtf. And did they? NO.

So this morning I rung them again and later on finally, we're getting somewhere.

And HERE IS SOME GOOD NEWS THE BEST I COULD HOPE FOR...

That insurance company is paying to fix my car. and even offered a replacement car to drive round in while they are doing so!

Eeeeeee! At last! Omg I can finally stop stressing about it. Okay I won't have my car back for a while yet but it's sorted and I don't have to spend tons of money on fixing it or new car.

So after all the stress and crazy shit its all over.

LETS CELEBRATE <3 <3 <3 <3

My Bad Day

This morning I got woken up with the news that some twat had driven into the back of my car and then driven off.

Good start to the week.

I believe my reaction was 'are you fucking serious?' going outside and then crying. a lot.

It had been shoved forwards several feet and was now at an angle I had not left it at. It had been parked, perfectly, outside my house.

HOW THE FUCK DID YOU HIT IT?!

There was glass all over the road from where the rear lights on the passenger side got smashed up. Other random debris from my car were there too. The quarter of the back right side of the car, totally screwed up. I can't drive it.

Bits were out of place, somehow even underneath the car had been pushed up. So so so bad and I didn't even see the full extent, open the boot and apparently its worse.

One part of my car actually just lifted off. You broke it.

How on earth could you be so heartless?! Spineless pathetic moron. You know what I have of yours? Part of your bumper. And so I know you car is a Ford. and you must be local to have been driving down this non-main road early in the morning.

Oh and of course! With the shit you did to my car, the front of yours can't be looking to good either.

You have a big car, 4x4. cause of where you managed to damage mine.

The police won't find you because apparently it's not their job even though you're a fucking criminal. Yeah. its a crime to drive off. REPORT IT YOU WEAK EXCUSE FOR A PERSON.

Dammit police. Isn't it your job to catch criminals? Look here I'll do some of the work for you. You know where it happened. Got the type of car, know its a big one, know the route they take, know where its damaged. Check CCTV footage. Keep tabs on local repair services and see if anyone has damage like that. GOD IT IS NOT THAT DIFFICULT

But I will find you. And I will smack you round the head with the piece of car you left behind.

Apparently you have 10 days to report that you're a total dick who smashed the back of a young persons car.

A car that I'd only had since October. My first car. You shit.

What if I'd been in it?! Would you have driven off then?

Everybody local, heck, everyone in Hertfordshire. Everyone in freaking East Anglia look for a slightly mushed up big Ford car, with part of bumper missing. passenger side should've taken the damage there. With a driver that looks like an asshole.

And then tell me. Tell police. Take their number plate. Get them in deep shit for what they did. I WOULDN'T BE SO PISSED IF YOU HAD NOT RUN OFF.

Dear asshole driver,

I hope you feel guilty about this every second of every day for the rest of your life.

I hope your family and friends and co-workers know that you failed as person for being so immoral.

I hope your car is fucking damaged and nobody will fix it because they know you're a moron.

Do you have kids? What would you do if this happened to them!? Would you want the driver to fucking drive off? No. You wouldn't.

And you know what. My car is old okay. The insurance company would write it off.

YOU COULDVE LEFT ME WITH NO FUCKING CAR AT ALL.

AND YOU DROVE OFF

DO YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE CARS ARE YOU ASS?!

Although no. I am going to pay a lot of my own hard earned money to get it fixed. Dammit what person my age has that kind of money to spare?!

You know I was saving to visit my friend at uni. saving to visit friends in London. conventions. saving to go to Japan. saving to pay my dad back for the car in the first place which you just wrecked.

I could deal with the crazy amount of money its gonna cost to fix it. I can deal with getting the bus to work (more expense) and walking also. I can deal with being emotional all freaking day, crying, being angry, etc. But I can't deal with the fact that you drove off.

Karma is going to bite you so hard.