Warning: If you're anything like me some parts of this post will make you bang your head into a table and wait for me to get a grip. But if thats also the case you have no idea about fandoms so get out T^T
I was first shown Super Junior around spring time in 2011, I fell in love instantly! The first video I was shown was It's You and I couldn't even work out how many members there were and I couldn't even tell them apart but I loved it! So. Much. At the same time I was shown a couple more MVs and my love for KPop started! <3
I first learnt about Kyuhyun- since he is my cousins bias (who was the one who told me about SuJu in the first place) but apparently he couldn't be my bias because he was hers. So she showed my Heechul (she knows my love for pretty boys too well >>) and there goes my ultimate love for mr Kim Heechul ;u;
Look at him he's so perfect omg marry me what.
;;;;; <3
Anyway from that point on I was obsessed. I fell in love more and more every day, watching music videos, shows they were on, random clips, reading/ writing fanfictions, everything! All for Super Junior~
I got into other groups as well (I already knew about SNSD and Wonder Girls), but I didn't fall for them like I fell for Super Junior. The only group thats come close is NU'EST and possibly 2NE1, but they can't beat it!
I love all of them for different reasons, some of them are charming, funny, cute, sarcastic, they are everything. I know they're not perfect- I mean who is? Nobody can actually be perfect, but they're close enough!
It didn't take long for me to learn all about them <3
I found that nothing made me as happy as they did. I realised that I had never cried of happiness until I found Super Junior, I can't imagine my life without them now!
If I'm unhappy I can easily watch one of their videos or listen to their music and I'm okay again! It's like an instant cure, I know that they helped me at a point last year, and I'm so grateful for their existance for it <3 They make me smile, laugh, dance around, be excited. Seriously just every good emotion I feel because of these boys!
I'm so proud to be an ELF ^-^
If I'm unhappy I can easily watch one of their videos or listen to their music and I'm okay again! It's like an instant cure, I know that they helped me at a point last year, and I'm so grateful for their existance for it <3 They make me smile, laugh, dance around, be excited. Seriously just every good emotion I feel because of these boys!
I'm so proud to be an ELF ^-^
Even though they made me so happy I found that they also made me sad. Bad things that happen to them can really break my heart, as if they were my friends. Like when Hangeng left- Heechul crying on stage really was awful to watch :c and Donghae's father dying, another heartbreak. Kyuhyun almost dying because of the car accident, more heart break.
And a constant one that will last for years is when they leave for military service. Soon Jongwoon (Yesung) will be going for two years :c It won't be so hard when hes gone, Im managing to last through Heechul's and Teukie's leave just fine (eventually) but still!
Every now and then I wish I wasn't an ELF because being so in love can hurt. But honestly I wouldn't change it for the world.
It's probably hard to understand, especially if you've been part of a fandom before, especially one filled with so much love, but I know for a fact that I'm not the only one who thinks like this c:
A lot of ELF really love SuJu, like SuJu love ELF <3 their happiness is our happiness~
I don't really understand just how I love them so much, or why their personalities appealed to me so much, it just sort of happened.
I think they're perfect.
I want to make sure that they're always happy and laughing and doing what they love. I don't want people to hurt them or make them look bad. I hate anti-fans. I hate people who claim to be ELF when they don't love all 15, they say '13 only' or '10 only'. Who do you think you are? You're not allowed to call yourself ELF when you act this way, none of the members want horrible 'fans' like you TT go away.
I'm so rubbish at explaining myself! But there was my attempt xD maybe my non-kpop friends will understand me now >> but then again maybe not.
Okay I'll shut up now. I'll probably edit this at some point. I was having a feels over load and just shoved everything onto the computer without even thinking about it XD pfffft.
Peace out yo.
Every now and then I wish I wasn't an ELF because being so in love can hurt. But honestly I wouldn't change it for the world.
It's probably hard to understand, especially if you've been part of a fandom before, especially one filled with so much love, but I know for a fact that I'm not the only one who thinks like this c:
A lot of ELF really love SuJu, like SuJu love ELF <3 their happiness is our happiness~
I don't really understand just how I love them so much, or why their personalities appealed to me so much, it just sort of happened.
I think they're perfect.
I want to make sure that they're always happy and laughing and doing what they love. I don't want people to hurt them or make them look bad. I hate anti-fans. I hate people who claim to be ELF when they don't love all 15, they say '13 only' or '10 only'. Who do you think you are? You're not allowed to call yourself ELF when you act this way, none of the members want horrible 'fans' like you TT go away.
I'm so rubbish at explaining myself! But there was my attempt xD maybe my non-kpop friends will understand me now >> but then again maybe not.
Okay I'll shut up now. I'll probably edit this at some point. I was having a feels over load and just shoved everything onto the computer without even thinking about it XD pfffft.
Peace out yo.
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