What The Smoke-

If you get offended faster than Usain Bolt runs 100 metres, please leave now :3

Okay probably shouldn't get that offended but whatever~ I've warned you

A stupid amount of people smoke around here- I'm not even kidding when I say you can't walk down the high street without breathing in someone elses smoke, normally it's more than one person- it's like this towns favourite hobby or something. It's gross -__-

Okay I know it's a life style choice, you're free to do what you want to yourself, I know I don't look after my body as much as I should (it's not my fault unhealthy food is nice) but it's when your bad habit affects other people- that's when it's a problem.

I don't want to breathe in your cancer thank you very much. Please don't stand and smoke where I'm standing- can't you just stay in your own home and do it?!  I suppose I could simply hold my breath when I walk past, it isn't really that hard- but why should I? You should take your death sticks somewhere else, it's not fair that I have to change my breathing because you've got some crappy habit. I'd rather cough on purpose to make you feel uncomfortable or something. 

I wish there were little boxes smokers had to stand in so they could breathe in the smoke and not bug people who want to keep their lungs clear of all that stuff. Smokers like smoke so they should have no problem with that right?

I feel sorry for kids, if their parent smokes, they really can't avoid it! Good job not letting your kid smoke themselves (what are the odds they're going to do it themselves one day) but you're going to harm them by smoking around them anyway! Especially since they're so young :c Can't you be even a little a bit considerate? Kids, old people or even just people inbetween who are going about their smoking free life- we deserve nice air.

It also looks bad- you could see someone standing outside where they work, smoking, it makes me not want to buy from them, especially if they're working with food! Having that cigarette smell everywhere, and all the rubbish that goes with it. If you have to talk to them you'll get all that smell back in your face. Ew ew ew ew.

And then what to 99% of smokers do when they're done? Just throw it on the floor. Wtf. You know littering is actually a crime? Is it really so hard for you to put it out properly and throw it away? You know in this day and age there are special bins just for your disgusting cigarettes :D use them! It's almost like you thought just to end of your damaging yourself and other thing by hurting the environment a bit more. -___-

Also know why you shouldn't smoke? It kills you. Want to die? Just do it quickly and stop screwing up other peoples clean air and health. Even on the packets it tells you that smoking kills, didn't you get the message yet? Not everyone that smokes is a bad person (bad choice doesn't mean bad person) so I wish that I could just scare everyone out of smoking, since the warnings we have don't seem to be enough. In school I learnt about what smoking does to your body and man it is not nice, ruins your teeth, lungs (you know those things you use to breathe), I swear it can even ruin hair, fingernails, everything! If you knew all that would you still do it?

If you're smoking because of stress- okay too bad for your stress but please use a different method! I'm sure there isn't a single non-smoker who enjoys breathing in your smoke. I sure don't.

I don't want you to die because of something stupid like this. (Especially my loved ones you idiots)

Hey government how about a law that bans smoking everywhere that isn't in someones own property? Then we can breathe some good air. Thank you.

///Rant over.

Dear Sunny...

Do you ever feel like one of those people who write those 'help me' sections in magazines?

Okay before I complain too much, I admit it is partially my fault. When I was younger I was super sweet and nice to everyooneee~ and I wanted to help, I was all, hey come to me, tell dear little me, I'll help you with your problems. And so all these poor sad people would talk to me and I'd help them! After a while I noticed that a lot of people with problems, always have problems.

As I got older I became more open about myself and my confidence and such, and became less tolerant of stuff, not a mean way, in a I actually need to start thinking of myself way, because I was stupidly selfless.

I remember one point during my school years, someone elses problems had gotten to me so much that I was unhappy myself! I lost out on sleep and felt ill a lot of the time, because I couldn't deal with it, I was just there, waiting to hear that they've tried to kill themselves or something. Even my friends thought it was ridiculous- this person had no right to dump it all down on other people,it wasn't fair.

Somehow these whiny people didn't get the hint that I wasn't bothered any more.

Of course, if one of my close friends or family has a problem, I will help them! But some people seem to have problems 24/7. I don't get it, how can you be miserable all the time? And why is it my problem? I'm trying to be happy you know!

I find that some people will message me just complaining about something- like they're expecting me to do something- but really the words they're looking for are help me. Can't you ask for help? Instead of just throwing at me why don't you admit that you need somebody to help you? I am not your Agony Aunt.

Okay some people have serious problems, and they're actually depressed, but after such a long time I don't have room to be more sympathetic to them than I would be to anyone else with a problem. If theres such a big thing, go and get a professional to help you and start helping yourself, I don't know what you expect me to do. You can only get better if you do something, not somebody else.

Relationship problems? I'm not a counselor. It's not like I even know what I'm talking about :D I've never had a long term relationship. You'd think with constant problems people would clock that something is wrong, but they don't. So it's back to me- who can apparently help!

If you come to me for help like that, you're not not going to get kind words of support, I'd much rather bluntly tell you what you're doing wrong, how ridiculous you're being and tell you to get over it. Because that is honest. In the long run- that is exactly what you have to do. Yeah, it's fine to be sad about stuff, but at the end of the day you just have to move on.

Back in August I made a post about people whining all the time, on Facebook and such. But this is completely different (although that totally still annoys me...and amuses me at the same time.) Because instead of moaning at the internet, they moan at me.

Although admittedly I give damn good advice.

Haha another thought! When people go on about little problems, that happen to them during the day. Example:

'Just waiting at the train station to get the train but of course, without pre-warning, the train didn't come. The people at the station didn't tell us, I was waiting on the platform for like an hour, it was so cold oh my god, I was like- at least do a bus service! It's not like I had anywhere to go or anything, I'm gonna right and complain- like fyi, I don't appreciate being held up by your trains.' -Not Actually A Quote.

You know the sort. Then these people, they will tell you, they will tell everyone in their family, they will tell their friends, they will tell their friends more than once, they will tell the internet (Facebook, Twitter, etc.) over several days. Even sometime later- if the chance arises, talk about it again! Most people would have gotten over something like that the same day -__- In those cases, I really really don't care.

I'm just going to go ahead and kick miserable people out of my life, I need to concentrate on myself and my happiness. People say you need to surround yourself with happy people to be happy, so I'm going to go ahead and do just that.

Thank you my friends, who are actually happy most of the time, I love you <3

Kyary Pamyu Pamyu~!

I went to her concert yesterday! (13/02/2013) IT WAS SO AMAZING <3 I completely idolise Kyary and I can't believe I actually saw her in person! Wowowowowow!

I'd never been to a concert before so I wasn't sure what to expect but it was really perfect. Even arriving there to see most of the concert goers all dressed up and stuff! My jealous feels were running at some of their outfits~

I wore this!

 



I was crazy excited, right from when I woke up >w< I almost ran straight to work, and then at the end of my shift, run straight back home again! I really couldn't wait~ I hope my boss appreciated my over enthusastic good morning~!!!

It's fun to be hyper in the morning xD

 

After rushing home (in a record time I swear, I've never walked so fast!) I ate quickly and got ready quickly. I only had an hour omg D: I wanted to wear these eye rock things, but they didn't work :c oh well! I think my outfit worked out alright~ ^o^

Full outfit! <3 Just before leaving ;w; (even though you can't see my shoes...and I'm not wearing my ring TT)

 

So excited so excited!

 

When we got there we headed straight to get some food! The plan was to go to Yo Sushi but it had closed down :c one day, I will try your food, I swear! So we ended up at a Chinese buffet, which was really good! I ate a lot of chicken <3 I would have gotten photos, if I wasn't in such a hurry to eat it :3

 

Look look look! Kyary <3

 

Then it was queue tiiime~ It was really reaalllyyyy cold;;; I thought my feet wouldn't make it, they would freeze off xD we were outside for over an hour for sure.

 

And it snowed *o*

Not that you can really tell ><

 

Now time for a search mission! We met this couple in the queue, they were so friendly <3 but we didn't get their names D: All I know is that they were from Nottingham(ish) and they were aged 15 and 19, and the girl had a cute sparkly blue bow in her hair. Ahhh you guys will I ever find you?! We even shared my umbrella (smart me, being ready for the weather :3)

I made it awkward for Rachel to fit into the frame :D but in the queue!

blurblurblurblur queue blur. I think she has some good photos~

 

Finally we got to go inside *o* although the bag search guy threw my water bottle out :< even though it was empty;; I don't know what he thought people were going to do TT throw it at Kyary? Never D:

 

Ahahaha pointless picture being inside! It's so dark and bluuueee. But this is where we wait for it to start!

 

First of all there was a little clips from her music videos, everybody was going crazy and being excited! And when Kyary appeared, ahh I couldn't believe it! Kyary Pamyu Pamyu, in person, on stage, and I could see her! I didn't think it was possible to be that pretty adorable in real life!

 

The first song was PonPonPon, which of course I love! It was the first song of hers I knew and wow, jumping up down like mad! It was amazing!

 

Pictures from Kyarmy.

 

PonPonPon outfit too! Ahhh <3

She was so cute! Especially when she said 'clap your haaands~!' aww her English!

 

We were all doing this when she was singing Cherry Bon Bon ^ ^

 

While she was changing into her second outfit they showed a presentation of her history with modeling and when she started performing. I loved it <3 She is just so beautiful! I loved seeing all those photos. It also made me smile that the translation was a little bit off, of course it made sense, but it was little things ehehee~

 

Her second outfit! <3 Ahhhh it's so cute! I want!

 

In the second change (I think it was this way round ><) Pamyurin came out! The little bunny she always draws with autographs~

Okay this is a different time, but same bunny :3

 

And and in the final change they showed clips from her TV show in Japan (that I actually can't remember the name of :c) They didn't subtitle it but it was still brilliant! Like Kyary being a Yankii (gangster I guess) obviously the cutest one ever! And then this random giant baby head thing, Kyary with a moustache, you know, that sort of thing <3

 



Sort of final outfit! Oh nows a good time to say, I loved the dancers! They were so enthusastic, how didn't they run out of energy? Wow!

 

I think she wore this while singing Furisodeshon~ (and other songs of course)

 

Another great moment for me is when she performed Fashion Monster, because that- is my favourtie song! And how we were all doing the sort of chorus dance and everything :'3 Ahhh~

 

Also when she did Kyary-ANAN, she got as to do these little hand actions <3

 

She sung her new song too, which I hadn't heard, but it was so cute! I wish I could remember the name of it :c something about ninjas xD

 

Her good bye was so sweet, she said she'll see us again! Of course and sung that very song. Once she'd gone off stage we all stood there chanting for her to come back out, and then sang happy birthday~ I can't believe she's only just turned 20! So yoouung!

 

And then, she did come back out! Wearing this:

 

The same t-shirt that I bought <3

She asked for us to all take a photo with her, not that you can see me :D but still, I was there! Visable or not~

 

So finally she sang Tsukema tsukeru! She got us to all do actions then too, I loveee this song so it was so awesome to end on!

 

She really was so amazing;;; I can't even explain. BEST CONCERT IN THE HISTORY OF BEST CONCERTS <3 Thank you Kyary! I hope she comes back again soon ^o^

 

And now. Stuff I bought >3

 

ぱみゅぱみゅレボリューション (Pamyu Pamyu Revolution) album! <3

With DVD and photobook! Have I ever mentioned I love photobooks?

 



The back~

CD! With bunny Kyary xD

And the DVD with kitty Kyary~ oh she's brilliant

 

My favourite outfit from the photobook! I love it sososo much <3

Of course she looks fantastic amazing in every photo ;u;

 

Aaand my beloved new t-shirt!

Even though its mirrored ^ ^'

100% Kyary Pamyu Pamyu World Tour <3

And it has all the dates on the back! Yay London!

 

I got home at midnight and I was so exhausted, but it was totally worth it <3

 

 

P.S. Happy Valentine's Day! I hope you got lots of cards and presents :D I didn't c:

Love youuuu~<3