On Depression II

Back in August I made a post about treating people the same whether theyre diagnosed with depression or not. 

I was the or not. 

Since then Ive been doing mostly badly. My mood went up and down like a roller coaster, the up times were great but the down were the worst. Ive never felt so bad, and for what? There was literally no trigger. 

It was about the time of wanting to die, self harm and smoking did I think 'I need help' 

I went to the doctors and after years of going up and down I got help. Im on anti-depressants. Theyll take about 2 weeks to kick in so until then Im a bit on edge. 

I never really understood depression until I felt it myself, you really cant snap out of it. And as much as the stigma is still attached its not attention seeking.

Nobody wants to feel like dying. People dont want to cry for no reason. To want to throw themself in front of a car because they see no future for themselves. 

And nobody deserves to feel that way. If youre struggling, please get help. I panicked so much before going to the doctors but now Im glad I did. She was lovely and they are there to help. 

I for one cant wait to get my life back on track. Maybe I'll actually get back into all the things I used to love. 

Although rn I just need to change how I think. Cause I feel like Im using it as an excuse now? Even though I know its a real thing that Im having to take stuff for. It is ridiculous that I of all people am suffering. 

Although once I understand that and am feeling better myself I want to help others who are suffering. And to educate people on depression because I figure so many people have no idea what theyre dealing with. Im quite sure my parents dont. And in the past I wouldnt know what to do either. 

Moral of the story- dont be afraid to get help and dont be afraid to tell the people around you so they can help

So that was my poorly written announcement. I dont care who knows about it, it doesnt need to be a secret. 

The only way is up~ or something c:

Ive got Expo to go to, much up thank you <3

Self self self~

I'm actually getting back into blogging omg <3 I really fell out with social media since I dropped my phone :'3 I don't even remember how long ago it was but after smashing the screen and getting it fixed it didn't work properly ;n;

Couldn't log into so much stuff which sucked since 90% of blog related stuff I did on my phone. But nooow I have iPhone5c <3 Super love it!

So I guess this is a 'I'm back!' announcement c: Can't wait to finally finish all my old posts! cons/ concerts/ etc

And to make this post worth it here's some camhos~

Before I went out on Friday ^-^ (I go out to bars and stuff now, wtf) 

Manami cosplay~! from Hyper Japan, will blog about sooooon

Yesterday! before going to Brighton ^^

Now I'm gonna sit around all day bc it's bank holiday~! feels like Christmas

ciao ciao <3

On Depression

(Couldnt I have talked about something happier after all this time? No)

So as you probably know Robin Williams died recently, due to depression. It is sad :c how someone who made so many people laugh was himself so unhappy. 

This post btw isnt about Robin Williams but about general unhappy. 

Depression is something that is diagnosed, you go to a doctor when youve been feeling low for a long time and thats what they tell you. Then you can tell other people and then they can understand simply why you cant snap out of it. 

But then there are so many people who suffer in silence, who maybe are just having a hard time or think that they cant possibly have depression and cannot bother their loved ones by making a thing about it. 

What about them?

You wont treat them differently because you dont know. Because they cant talk to someone. They are stuck feeling low or just blank and nobody will help. Cant tell them to snap out of it either. 

It difficult to explain but even though they havent been diagnosed it doesnt mean they arent feeling as bad as someone who has. 

So treat everyone the same way. 

Example- I wouldnt go as far to say ive ever suffered depression but Ive had times, that can last for months at a time where Ive felt simply awful. Lose interest in everything, thinking it would a lot easier to not exist, or feeling completely numb and indifferent to everything. Its not fun. Even right now my mood goes up and down several times a day, its tiring. 

From an outsiders point of view my

problem wouldnt be so big of a deal, Id get over it. Right? Someone over there had depression so stop moaning. Wrong. 

Be mindful of people. Someone diagnosed with a mental illness (so not just depression, stuff like anxiety) does not become more important to worry about than someone whos not. 

For all you know the only difference is having a doctors opinion or not. 

Saying that if you do think youre suffering from depression, or any problem...

Talk to someone

 Family, friends, co-worker, even the internet can be like a massive support group.

Bottling up and hiding isnt healthy and there is no way it will help you. Just gotta have a bit of courage right? 

If you need help find it, and if someone comes to you for it, help them. 

~

Dear god that was serious.

Bye? <3 

London MCM Expo May 2014 ^o^ Friday!

Oh my god I swear all I write about is Expo xD 99% of my photos are selcas...I'm not sorry :3

Expo was of course wonderful as it always is! I'm still tired from it though ^-^' too many late nights this week ;n;

Okay okay so Friday I came from home as Shima! I don't think I'll ever get bored cosplaying him~ he's just so- urgh <3

I got up early so I had lots of time for camhoing

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE ONE <3

I look so glowy~

Time for a change in angle wtf

 

Compulsory goodbye picture with Haru-chan ;n; 

 

Okay so all packed after finishing my Pit cosplay the evening before and I went to get the train woo :D We planned to all meet at a certain time so I organised traveling around that BUT THEN a tree fell down on the track :c

 

The train had to stop and then the power went out so I was sitting there for an hour, bored as hell ;n;

 

So I took a picture of myself

 

Omg though I was super tired so I put my feet up on my case and tried to nap instead xD and finnalllyyy we got moving again, and they said we could have a refund, which I plan on doing, although honestly I wasn't pissed off or anything, it wasn't their fault a tree wanted to fall down in the middle of the day~ some passanger thought they'd be all smart with remarks but I'm like...shut up plz.

 

So so because it was late it went to Kings Cross instead of where it was going to go (a less main station) and since Im rubbish at knowing routes I had to try and re-work out how I was gonna get to Expo! I had no idea D; I got so far until the DLR where I was mega confused, luckily I ran into some cosplayers and went with them :'3 they were super nice!

And sooo finally I got there and had to drag my tired ass all the way around the Excel with my case and beyond to meet Tasha who came to get me ^-^

 

We stayed at super budget hotel (so sad, no kettle!) where I met Caitlin and Jack~ who was part of the hotel group with me Tasha and Rachel c:

 

Finally we go to Expo :D it was really strange how we had to go through the side to get in, but the queue was like, non-existant which was awesome!

 

Like a bee to honey I went to the cute stall first :'3 but I didn't buy anything until Sunday wtf. I can't believe this was only two weeks ago and my brain is just 'what?'

 

I think we did lots of wondering around, and sitting down. Oh oh I had the most yummy bagel I've ever had in my life for lunch, it was just simple stuff like ham, cheese and lettuce but it was so nice. I didn't even know bagels could be so good *o*

 

While we was outside I heard a 'Shima!' and then got a hug, which is where I met Beks ^-^ Who I have on Facebook and is so damn cool and an amazing cosplayer and her Rin is just *o* Although she was cosplaying from Sword Art Online~

 

JUST LOOK

 

I got the hug right, then she ran off but then came back :'3 I wasn't forgotten!

 

Had to take a selfie of course!

 

(I really hope she doesn't mind me sharing this pic but I love love love it) One of her friends had this KPP mameshiba with her (those goddamn things) and was getting cosplayers to take a picture with it and so I did <3 She was really nice too ^o^

Also while outside met this damn tall Bon cosplayer o-o I thought I was a decent height...but then D; who needed some cheering up actually which I hope I did good at!  (I'm nice, see?)

 

A stolen picture >w< but we spent a lot of time sitting up on this hill ^ ^
Wtf I don't actually have a picture of Claire D:

 

She, Tasha and Caitlin were all cosplaying frim The Regular Show which is a cartoon I've never seen, but still they looked awesome! <3 mad creative how they personified it~

 

So there is a funny story about being on this lovely hill. As you can see there is a keyboard, which is Claire's for her character. And while she was sitting there some weird Asian guy (that;s the name he ended up with) asked if she had like a back-up battery thing for it?? First thoughts 'It must be about the camera' because Caitlin's camera was running out of battery. But no, it was the keyboard.

 

Claire was like 'its from the 80's' so no. Poor girl xD after that he simply would not go away. I don't even know what he was talking about, honestly I zoned out while Tasha started taking selfies. Leaving poor Claire to suffer this weird guy talking to her :'3 ehehehe.

 

3 types of people at cons:

Super friendly people

Picky 'elitist' people

Socially inept people

 

He was actually spotted over the weekend again but luckily he didn't recognise her!...God he was just...I don't know.

 

On the hill I made friends with a pigeon that was in the bush. I swear it was my friend, it was so cute ah! Sitting there and eating stuff aw~ Tasha told it off for being noisy and scary, for rustling the leaves. How rude.

I can't remember if I took this when weird Asian guy was there or not, but it was on the hill so its relevant!

Me and Tasha ^o^ she's a gumball machine :'3

Me and Rachel...cosplaying as 'Rachel who's been at work' poor thing :<

 

Later on when me and Rachel went back inside to get her suitcase from the thing I heard a 'Steph!' and was like what? I didn't even recognise her at first cause I'd only seen her as Mikoto from K Project ><

But it was Vy-Vy ^o^ I've already forgotten what she was cosplaying from oops. But looks so cool!
I felt bad for not recognising her but then she did it to me on the Saturday so we're even~

 

I think after lots of hill sitting we went back to the hotel c: Got introduced to Yowamushi Pedal, which I now love and am gonna cosplay from. And ate pizza and played Animal Crossing til bedtime

 

Aaand I guess that concludes day 1 of Expo yo! (Why the yo? I don't know.)

 

Update update!

Time for a sit down chat. Well a sit down I type you read.

I'm sorry I've been such a super super long time :c I bet all the readers have left xD oops. FORGIVE ME

First of all is just on car. I don't have much to say wtf. It's back and fixed and Im so happy to be able to drive around again <3 I missed it!

And what have I done in this month+ that I havent been blogging? oh my god hopefully I actually did stuff wtf.

Oh I went to Kyary Pamyu Pamyu concert! It was awesome c: Am working on a post on it at the moment actually~  she is so cute. And and talking of concerts, I've got tickets to see Babymetal! Eeeeeee! <3

And then speaking of tickets, Expo is NEXT WEEKEND HOLY FU-

I'm still making my cosplay, its like, maybe half done? /cries. This is what I get for leaving it last minute. I can't sew, really cannot.

This part needs to be on a new section. It is to do with Expo, cause I had to completely re-plan my plans for Expo, on Tuesday, such short notice, because I was cosplaying with the bf, who is now my ex-bf since he broke up with me TT so many not okays there, but I'm not going to go into and rant, I'm not that bitchy. I can save the chatting and emoing to my friends ;n; So Im not so excited for Expo as normal but hey, if I finish the cosplay I'll be so happy and I'm sure I'll like wearing the last minute re-dos when Im actually there and stuff :'3

Since I probably wont have time to blog- the cosplays will be:
Friday: Shima - Blue Exorcist
Saturday: Rin - Matryoshka vers, Vocaloid
Sunday: Pit - Kid Icarus/ SSBB (the one Im making)

Also coming up soon (Monday!) I'm going to be turning 20 years old o-o I can't cope, where are my teenage years?! I feel old D:

I was supposed to be talking about what I did, not what I'm doing wtf

So I guess I was 100% distracted with having a bf and thats why I've not blogged. Makes sense ah.

Now I'm all sexy, free and single I can go back to blog loving <3 I don't even take so much selcas at the mo- oh wait yes I do, never mind.

Oh look there's one now!

 

I dyed under my hair pink but now its blue :'3 I'll offload all other glorious selfies at a later time, I'm tired xD need bed. zzz.

 

Okay uh, so just so you know that I didn't die or anything ^-^

 

Ciao darlings~ <3

Why So Serious?

I don't like watching TV shows that people argue in (example: Jeremy Kyle, the long version of the news, etc) because I just sit there like 'why are you throwing a tantrum?'

It just bewilders me how so often people choose to get mad about stuff. Getting pissed isn't good for your health you know~

Okay okay I have a lot of beliefs about stuff and I'll stand by them but if somebody says something- 9/10 I'm just gonna float on by and ignore it, why do I want to ruin my time by getting mad at arguing? It makes no sense!

Like I can easily carry on about what I'm doing and being happy and what not, while the commenter...well they get to sit there in their ball of negative and just soak in until they get stress wrinkles. Ha.

That is such a satisfying thought :'3 TAKE THAT. I hope you don't get ill from being so angry all the time hehehehe

It's even worse when somebody says a bitchy comment just to get a reaction and then ends up like 'omg I am so annoyed' because somebody argued with them about it. I'm like...well wtf did you expect.

I used to think people stop acting like children when they grow up.

It's such a waste of time to get angry, it doesn't achieve anything and it only makes you feel bad...and makes you look childish.

Although~ ranting is fun so uh, do it with consideration. Like, don't be surprised when somebody argues with you, don't be all high and mighty about it, just you know... don't be a douche

Be like me

I mean what

I think sometimes I'm too lazy to get annoyed, sitting in bob standard happiness is a lot easier than working myself up.

Peace out yo (was that a pun? It might of been)

Too Amazing For My Own Good

(I stole this)

Okay so I don't get asked out often, and it always comes as a surprise when I am. I haven't had much relationship success in the past (note. past.) but now I am thinking about the reasons at to why I didn't even say yes to people.

It isn't me, it's them.

Is your head okay?
This happened when I was at my old job. I was putting stuff on shelves and he came up to me like 'this might be a bit strange but can I have your number?' I was shocked xD I didn't even know what to say! Okay so I did actually give it to him because I was flattered that I'd been asked out (he actually did ask me out there somewhere.) He text me later on but I ignored it. Successful escape. Or is it?

This guy happened to live quite near me so when I was walking home from work a week later, he was freaking walking home also. wtf help. He apologised for asking me out so suddenly and that I must have thought he was really strange to which I responded:
'I thought you'd smacked your head on a pole on the way in.' (Oh my confidence levels are great)

The thing is with people asking me out as work is that they knew where to find me TT I always chatted kindly with him other times he came in but I never went out with him heheheh.

Mr Fancy
Okay so this was at my old job also! Back in the day I was oblivious to when people are flirting with me...still am tbh xD anyway back to the story. He was the last customer of the day and we were just chatting and stuff and he was all 'youre really nice' and I was like 'aw thank you' bc I am nice, thanks for noticing. And then I had to let him out and as I did, he asked me out for a drink. Again, shocked wtf.

I think I said something like 'I don't even know you' I actually don't remember. Although I do remember going back into the shop like 'he just asked me out' o-o I couldn't believe it xD was also oblivious to my own pretty. Anyway this story continues.

Several days later he came back into the shop when it was busy and was all 'remember me?' I did. and then he gave me his business card. It has his name and mobile number on it, in case I changed my mind. Oh my god. I was like 'did that just happen?' my co-worker thought it was funny. Omg I was embarrassed though xD all the other customers saw it happen and me get all like wtf.

I don't think I ever threw the card out, it got buried in my room somewhere.

What are you? 12?
Old job again.  Two teenagers, who were 16 (ew) and mega chavtastic (even more ew) came into the shop.
Teen 1: Will you go out with my friend?
Me: No.
The end.

...

Is that all the moments I have? Omg I have been asked out more than that I know but other times is boring or was somebody I'm actually friends with and I don't wanna be mean >< and sometimes there is no story at all!

Ehh to make this post longer I'm gonna chuck in some camhos.

From Motown and Soul night the other weekend ^o^

 

Just me (duh), pre-haircut last weekend. I never camho'd at this angle before wtf

 

And finally me today!

Okay bye bye! ^-^

P.S. I wonder how many people take my over the top vainness seriously?

Trouble With Guys

Omg it sounds like I'm gonna relationship rant. BUT NOTHING OF THE SORT AH. Just didn't put 'working' in the title so they don't know I'm talking about them! (Unless they actually read the post wtf)

At my job now, where I've been for three months, the part I work in is all guys, all older than me at least by a few years.

But when I get together with my girls I realise all the girly things I miss now that I spend so much work time with only guys!

For example, the simple task of whining about tummy cramps. Of course guys don't get D; I just want to whine about them! It helps. And and then when emotions go everywhere I'm stuck like 'conceal. don't feel. don't let them know' I don't need to be random mood swinging omg.

I really also miss bitching omg. I shouldn't miss it, it'd probably do me good to cut back. But god where is the raging on somebody you don't even know because of their shitty outfit? No more gossiping wa wa wa ;n;

One day I totally stabbed my boob with the corner of a box, it totally hurt, and still did for a few days but I couldn't complain about my boob for goodness sake. Otherwise everyone would be thinking about my boob wtf xD

I want to talk about make up and clothes and hair and needing to stuff ones face with junk food once a month and babies and pretty things. I just wanna talk about girly things ;A;

Do they even camho?

Okay okay they are actually all very nice and because I am a girl and the youngest they look after me ^o^ woooo! I need to get stronger though so I can lift stuff without dying.

Oops post so short TT I STILL WANNA TRY UPDATE MORE THOUGH <3

An Cafe Concert! o(≧∀≦)o

So guess who went to the most amazing fabulous concert in London last Friday?

ME

I need to calm down enough to write this

It was so so so so wonderful! I love them all but Miku has always come out tops. And now I love him even more. Because he spent so much time staring at me <3 EEEEEEEEE.

I kid you not. The amount of eye contact was crazy! (not that I can blame him) but oh my god. just wow. Marry me please xD There was one time where he stared for ages, I looked away to squee at wife and I look back and he was still staring.

He knows he's gorgeous.

Okay on to the actual day. Even though the best part of the day was Miku staring into my soul (seriously stop flirting with me and get in my bed)

Lets start with camhos before I left the house~ Wife couldn't get into London til three so I spent a lot of time not doing much that morning :'3

Looveee my outfit! I stole the clothes from the bf because I didn't have anything. I want to keep <3 Did I ever mention I love visual kei?

 

Nyappy make and hair!

 

This is why Miku stared.

My nail varnish is super chipped now ;n; but I don't want to take it off!

I have more but this post is not about me for once, well not that much about me...okay it is but sh. Need to talk about An Cafe

Or talk about my day first. We went Purikura! <3 I've been like 4 times now I love it, its like it was made for me~

Omg what is this quality xD but we did Nyappy pose! <3 and derping and stuff.

We checked out cute/anime/nerdy stuff for a while in China Town also before going to the venue, because the earlier we were the nearer to the front we would be!

In the queue! Idk if you guys have seen my wife yet, but this is her <3 been wives for like 2 years already! Using her actual name's weird for me o-o
She so prettyyyy and check out that SnK jacket!

While we were queuing we heard about a meet and great...we hadnt heard thing about this before! </3 omg total unfair ;;;

And near the front we were!

Three rows back and right in the middle. Hense why Miku had the perfect line to stare down. hnnnggg.

Okay okay don't be mad but the order of the concert is a complete blur. I dunno when stuff happened, just that it did.

I blame Miku,when I think of the concert I think of eye contact and everything else is fuzz. Dammit. (Therewassomuch)

It was crazy exciting when they first came on stage one by one. They were real! Not just on the internet xD oh my god it was too good to be true;;;

I didn't think they'd do anything from Bou era but they did! Which was great! Because my favourite songs are from back then ^-^

Example, Maple Gunman. I loved loved loved that performace cause we got to do the little gun actiony thing <3 And Escapism! Super love that song toooo. Oh oh and Smile Ichiban Ii Onna <3<3 my first An Cafe song so that was super special ;u;

A really fun one was Natsu Koi Natsu Game which has a dance to it. Shamefully I didn't know it so I had to learn quickly xD I got it down now though! This was one of the many times Yuki was upfront and just having a great time :'3 he was like a puppy! He was all excited before Amazing Blue also c:

Near the end they did Cherry Saku Yuuki WHICH WAS AWESOME (it was last or second last idk) I love that song sooooo much

At one point Miku poured a bottle of water over his head and then shook his hair over everyone. It was great :'3

It was totally cute when Teruki started going on about sushi, asking if we liked sushi and that he'd had sushi in London and it was the best. Baw what a dear~

When Kanon had his time to talk he got everyone to yell nyappy, then nyap-py-py-py. He had a little giggle afterwards, apparently he thought it was funny xD

(Omg cannot remember if Takuya had a little talk. Omg brain what are you doing. It might of been his for some of it I was like '...what?' adorable Engrish)

One of the last things they did (after encore) was take a photo of them with everyone! And I can see meeeee <3 in a picture with An Cafe, oh yes :'3

That is me, fo sure <3 

Guuhhh it was just so wonderful. I hope they come back again soooooon~ ^ ^ oh oh I forgot to mention I got that shirt their all wearing too. Matching clothes. level up.

 

I wish I could actually remember it better than a blur of awesome ><

BYYEEE <3

London MCM Expo October '13 Sunday

Hello you! I've been on an accidental hiatus >>

My brain got taken over by car stuff TT (and boyfriend stuff hehehehe) car situation still not sorted but more on that when it actually is.

Instead I will finally (finally finally) blog about the last day of Expo, which was one of the best Expo days I've ever had <3

With the Ouran High School Host Club! I was Hikaru :3

Quick selfie with the darling twinny as we waited for everyone else to get ready :3

Cannot praise Kydeka enough for the gorgeous roses!!!

 

We had to drag our luggage with us to put it the locker type place at expo since hotel checkout was in the morning and we didn't want to wheel it around all day nope nope!

 

We weren't even the full group at the point as we had to find Gem (our Tamaki) and Alice (Kyoya) because they werent in the same hotel. BUT. Even with suitcases and bags and not a full group we still got stopped for photos as we wondered around trying to find this place.

 

And even outside the bathroom myself, Rachel (Kaoru), Tasha (Mori) and Kydeka (Honey) waited for the others we had pictures taken xD haha have your picture taken with half of the host club outside the toilets pffff

Looking out for some new guests for our club~

 

But finally we got rid of our stuff and became a full fabulous host club! <3

 

If I could sum this day up in one word it would be photos

 

IT WAS MADNESS

 

We couldn't really go anywhere without photos being taken. And I'm not even exaggerating. When we stopped it took ages before we could go again as sooooo many people came to snap a picture.

 

A genius (omgomg I forgot who thought of bringing it, Tasha? maybe? imsorry) brought a roses backdrop for such times and me and Rachel were the ones to hold it up, the arms died.

 

But it was amazing. It was tiring but it was the best thing ever you have no idea <3 <3 <3

Here is a handful that have been dug up on the internet since (prepare yourself)

 

Also introducing Laxmi as our perfect Haruhi!

 

 

One amazing thing that happened when photos were being taken was that the group who always do the best Cats (The Musical) cosplays ever, I swear they must actually be in it they are so good, were around and then they were like 'can we take a picture with you?'

 

ARE YOU SERIOUS?!

 

The amazing Cats wanted pictures with us. It was me who wanted pictures with them! Omg they are like freaking celebrities. Ahh it was so amazing ;A; and then they started playing with our back drop and roses and started dancing and alksjdld I wish I could have filmed that whole moment!

 

Such a pretty backdrop ;;

 

 

 

It was impossible to get us all facing the same camera because there were SO MANY

 

A FRIEND. Lots of people posed like that with us, where we all held out our roses to them ^o^ omg I wish I had been them, being given the attention of the host club *o*

 

 

Okay time to breathe for a moment. Blogging this makes me miss this day sooo much. 

 

Even when we went outside to do a photo shoot of sorts, there were people up on the balcony taking pictures xD its like we were the real deal guys <3

 

Speaking of the photo shoot, here are the gorgeous photos! 

 

THESE TWO MAKE THE BEST PAIR ITS SO CUTE

 

We twins are very close <3

 

Lemme interrupt with a selfie with the king!

 

Finally Tamaki gets the guts to confess to Haruhi!

 

Alltheloveforthis

  

I feel bad I ruined this by looking the wrong way TT

 

Much better <3

 

From a different angle this time~

 

Gem actually took this one so no Tama-chan

 

 

 

LOOK AT THAT LITTLE FACE AW

 

 

 

Stairs are the best thing for pictures

 

 

The host club is really unserious a lot of the time

 

Twins!

 

Especially the twins >>

 

Had enough of us yet?

 

THIS IS MY FAVOURITE ONE OF ALL TIME. I LOVE IT SO MUCH

 

Okay lets end this part with a family photo <3 Mother, father and daughter~

 

I hope Tasha and Gem don't kill me for photo stealing >> I think I included most of them!

Naturally, as I seem to do with every freaking expo post ever, I forget what we did when so heres just pictures and words and stuff c:
 

So there was this photo booth. IT WAS SO FREAKING TINY YOU HAVE NO IDEA. 3 people would find it a pain to take pictures in there. But what did we do? Shoved us all in it. It was so squishy xD you can probably tell. But I love these photos so much xD

 

A blur blur picture from lunch tiiimee <3

 

A selfie with Mori ^o^

 

 

And finally (omg I only camho'd with 3 others on that day what is wrong with me) one with Honey! And Usa-chan~

 

I've said it enough times but oh my gosh it was a wonderful day one of the best days that ever was. We have to do the host club again! It was great fun!

 

And thus ends the final post of October Expo 2013. Only a few months until the next one!

Ciao ciao~