Get Your Gay-On

Okay I know I need to write about Expo weekend and other stuff but then I'd have to put my pictures on my laptop and that's too much effort rn.  Want to rant please.

If you aren't British you probably have no idea about wtf this is about. Hope you know who David Cameron is first! (Prime Minister)

I used to not like David Cameron, I mean he's not just a Conservative, he is the leader of Conservatives. Ew no. So backwards and crappy. But now! I seem to have a new found mood towards him.

Since he's only gone ahead and decided that gay marriage is okay! :D

You beautiful man!

He even said this: ''I don't support gay marriage in spite of being a conservative. I support gay marriage because I am a conservative.' how great is that? He's even pushing them to support him, because apparently that's what conservatives believe in now c:

Right now in the UK, gay (I use that as an umbrella term for LGBT+) people can go through a civil ceremony, which is pretty much the same thing as getting married but it's not the same. So yay for new equality!

But of course, of course a lot of sour bitches didn't think this was okay. wtf. What year do you think this is?! Oh my god get over yourselves.

How is this such a big deal? It's not okay to be a homophobic twat anymore.

This guy, Colin Hart who is the campaign director for the Coalition For Marriage or something disagrees and is all 'he said he'd protect the church.' Because David Cameron, like the guy he is, said that gay weddings can be held in a church!

Well damn Mr Colin Hart, I don't think it's okay to protect such a hateful thing. It's not okay for the church to hate on gay people, not okay at all. We can't be racist or sexist or anything, so why can the church? You should be celebrating that they're being kicked out of their backwards ways! What is wrong with you eh?

What's wrong with all these protesters? -___- saying marriage is just for a man and a woman. No it is not.

Shut up. Grow up.

So David Cameron, good luck in fighting against the large amount of people in your party who are being cows about this. Fire them or something :D I can't wait for you to decide on something else that's forwards and right!

Now hurry up and pass the law so everyone who deserves it can be happy. (Homophobic people don't deserve such things.)

Pre-Expo Random

Okay okay okay I have like no time right now.

I've got things to blog about but they will have to wait TT

I PASSED MY DRIVING TEST YAY <3

And to the point of this very short post. London MCM Expo is tomorrow. TOMORROW. And I am going to be there all weekend.

Friday cosplaying: Renzo Shima - Blue Exorcist

I won't be wearing that t-shirt...but still~

Saturday and Sunday I'm cosplaying Hatsune Miku- Vocaloid. It's kind of my own 'Queen Miku' <33

PRETTY DRESS

 

Are you going?! Say hiii~~ Oh my gosh I'm so excited!!

 

Now back to packing -flails-

A Hair Raising Adventure

But not really I just wanted a hair pun for the title and that's the best I came up with wtf

I dyed my hair again! I was finally so bored of having the same hair colour for so long I needed to change.

This is the first time actually blogging about my hair specifically (because my hair is not really that interesting, too short, too boring), so, I'm gonna show what my hair has been since I started blogging! Ooooo~

(Internet Explorer updated and now it's underlining all my words as spelling mistakes, omg go away.)

In no particular order because I don't even remember.

First, this is my natural hair colour. Omg this is was back when I was 15 o-o

When it grows back through it looks like I'm going grey. Thank you hair. I love you too.

 

This is a picture from my...second blog post? I think it was my second. Where my hair was just left over from being red for prom xD

 

Lightness was next I think. Damn I really am just grabbing camho's from anywhere xD

 

And at Christmas I went dark purple brown *o* which was actually an awesome colour and why didn't I realise that at the time?!

Then turned into brown with blonde at the end, which was the hair I had until just two days ago!

 

So finally is my most recent change! Something new for summer! Or in England's case, ''Summer''

Say good-bye to brown hair!

 

Now waiting for it to work its magic~

Yes I am wearing a pyjama top and a towel. #fashion

 

And because I tried doing it myself it didn't go down too well. (It could have been worse) so then my dad re-did it the next day! And here we have it!

Hiiii light hair <3

It really is pretty bright.

 

I love it though, I was fed up of having dark hair D: I missed my ginger~ next I'd love to go proper blonde *o*

 

I think I ordered that pretty well actually.

 

Hair, please don't fall out <3

 

I swear I'll actually write something soon~

 

Dreaming of Perfection

I had the strangest dream~

The first part I remember is showing Ray my 'before' and 'after' pictures of eye surgery. Apparently I had had eye enlarging surgery done and there were a ton of pictures of me on a sheet in which I somehow looked like blogger QiuQiu xD (I've been reading too much of her recently)

And then my mum appeared saying that my sister wanted to have some nose surgery but she wasn't allowed because she isn't 18 yet. And somehow in the dream I had the memory of talking about surgeries with my sister xD

I was quite sad for her because I was going to have a nose surgery after the eye one had gotten better. And she wasn't allowed to :c

I don't know if I got that surgery in the dream or not but I remember looking at myself in the mirror a lot and thinking 'oh my god I'm so gorgeous now ;u;' I was so happy with my appearance!

Totally disapointed to wake up from.

Totally.

After I woke up I was sitting there thinking 'wtf was that dream?' I can't believe I actually dreamt of surgery!

But then again it's not too far fetched since I'm going to enter QiuQiu's competition with DocDoc...so....yeah. (Dream leading to reality?)

But still!

I kind of want more dreams like that wtf.

OMFG WHO IS THIS SUPER KAWAII PRINCESS?!

Oh that's just me :3

Time for a picture spam!

I helped my friend out for a photoshoot again~ (before I did one as Len). This time I Miku'd it up and went to her college ^-^ she had to do some low key lighting stuff, which is apparently just dark with a light, I don't really know.

I prefer super light photos (as you'll see in my camho's) but this was interesting too c: more so if you're actually a wannabe photographer! <3 it was all so professional!

But first a little update on the cosplay. I've actually ordered some clothes for her and oh my god I hope they arrive in time for Expo D; please pleaaassseeeee. It will be such a gorgeous outfit when it's all together.

Although what I did get is some super nice lashes! I'm a bit rubbish at wearing them so I hope they'll stay on all day.

I first bought these-

But you couldn't even tell I had them on wtf. They're just a bit neater than my lashes.

I tried to sell them to my sister but she didn't want them lolol xD

Good thing I bought a different pair!

 

Here's what they look like without contacts:

 And now with! And my beautiful wig too of course!

LOOK THEY'RE SO LONG AND THICK!

Can I just point out how much I love this picture?

My eyes look so big and I didn't even have to try ;u;

 

Since I'm obviously super super picky I'm only sharing a few of the photoshoot pictures. I chose around 20 of them for her to use for her project (there were a lot of derps) then I took a few of those and edited them randomly on my phone.

 

And here they are!

 

I wasn't kidding about the dark lighting thing xD

OMG Im wearing my Angelic Pretty cutsew that I forgot to brag about! <3

 

*original picture does not contain stars*

 

I also got this tiara recently! I love it so much <3

This is where she randomly took a photo of me when I was facing the other way but I totally like it xD

 

Got too lazy to edit my tired face. Deal with it.

 

And finally this. Why is my favourite one a random one of my trying to do up some buttons? wtf xD for some reason I super love it!

 

I need to be a better model for such a good photographer xD Charlotte I swear I'll be better infront of the camera for you next time~

 

Oh and to finish off some camho's from the day!

You can super see the diamondy lenses here <3

You can see my tiara better ouo isn't it pretty~?

Me and photographer <3 I hope your project gets an A*!

 

Byeeeee <3

 

p.s. I need to write a super wordy post to make up for all these pictures -___-

Who Will I Be?

But first a picture of Drake Bell because I was totally in love with this guy when I was 11/12 and damn he's still hot.

Totally listening to this right now <3

No wait I lied, listening to Hollywood Girl

 

Now to the actual point.

 

Since I was young I've had like ten thousand ideas on what I will be 'when I grow up'. I'm kind of grown up now and I still don't know.

 

The first thing I remember wanting to be (other than super hero lol) was a pop star. Aahahaha I can't sing! My best friend had this idea that myself, her and I think it was her sister would be popstars.

 

We even had a song and dance. They could sing- I couldn't. None of us could even dance xD shut up we were 8 or something. Pffft. Needless to say that dream didn't last long!

 

The first serious one I thought of was probably when I was 9/10 when I wanted to be a zoo keeper. It's not like I loved all animals or something, I just liked cats because we had cats. But I held onto that all the way until the end of primary school.

 

Between then and getting old enough to be asked at school 'what do you want to be?' I didn't have any other ideas, honestly at that age I don't think I had any ideas about anything because I was so shy of everything and anything wtf.

 

So when teachers started talking about getting ready and chosing subjects for the rest of your life I was so damn stuck. I just went ahead and picked subjects that I thought I'd like. ICT, Business and Drama (French and Russian because I had to pick languages) with drama I thought, hey maybe I'll be an actor. But god was I too shy! I couldn't do that now even xD then I thought about working with computers. BORING.

 

Those ideas didn't last long at all. During those years I pretended that working out what I wanted wasn't important, I did the same during A Levels- although I had a fair amount of ideas for careers.

 

Author, journalist, photographer, model, business person, English teacher in Japan, English teacher in Korea, cameraman, sociologist, psychologist, fashion designer.

 

Failure.

 

None of those ideas stayed with me, they were either too far fetched or I just lost interest.

 

Even now I have an idea of owning a cute cafe with princes and stuff, I've actually planned a fair amount. But I know nothing about business management or baking or even drawing the wall designs the cafe would have. I don't think this dream will last long either D;

 

So that left me leaving school with no idea what Im doing. So now I work in a shop. I also work with my dad. Don't get me wrong, I love the people I work with <3 damn if they quit the job, some of them I would be so mad at xD like how dare you leave me!

 

It's great n'all, I get money. But it's not what I want to do. I can't do this forever.

 

Sure I love a lot of things, I love Japan, I love Korea, I love my blog, I love writing, I love camhoing. Give me a career from all that and I will love you forever <3

 

Who am I going to be? I really wish I knew what I wanted to be so then I had something to work towards, but instead I just have weeks that blur into one because it's always the same.

 

Quick give me my dream job now. Thanks.