Wednesday 29 January 2014

Things Can Only Get Better

Somebody owned up to hitting my car! 3 days after.

Apparently they got out and had a look at which house it was. But couldn't tell. Oh bitch don't lie, if you'd gotten out you would have seen the giant ass bumper piece of yours that you left behind. Oh and it was outside my house funnily enough, my car, my house, where I live. Try there.

And also later in the day they went back to write a note and the car was gone...no it was in the drive way moron. Where it was when you saw it to post the damn confessing letter. Blind much? Oh must have been to hit my car.

I don't know how the fuck you hit that ice for you to go into my car like that.

So you said you're sorry for any distress caused. Oh you better be. Im still stressed as anything thank you very much.

I've never felt so ill from stress in my life.

I really must be stressed if I have to admit it to people.

It is horrible okay. I have had the worst few days and it wouldn't have been so bad if you hadn't taken 3 days to confess.

You better be sorry. You better fucking fall on your knees and apologise again and again. And then pay up. Pay for the damage on my car, pay for the money its costing me to get the bus to work and damn just give me extra money to make up for the emotional shit you caused.

It seems like it was a company van of sorts. Not that they've said what, all I got was their insurance company number. I don't want to talk to them I want to talk to you. If you weren't part of a company, in a company van you wouldn't have owned up, would you? But you had to. Incase somebody had seen that van. Damaging the reputation of the company for sure.

And so far ringing the insurance company was pointless. I rung them, they said 'oh we'll ring blahblah and they'll look at your car and get back to you' or whatever. They said they'd phone back today. Did they? No they did not.

Wow. 10 points to you. I'm not ever getting insurance through your shitty company.

Gonna call them back tomorrow...

So I phoned them back (I'm writing this several days after ok) and then they said 'oh they'll get back to you Monday or Tuesday' wtf. And did they? NO.

So this morning I rung them again and later on finally, we're getting somewhere.

And HERE IS SOME GOOD NEWS THE BEST I COULD HOPE FOR...

That insurance company is paying to fix my car. and even offered a replacement car to drive round in while they are doing so!

Eeeeeee! At last! Omg I can finally stop stressing about it. Okay I won't have my car back for a while yet but it's sorted and I don't have to spend tons of money on fixing it or new car.

So after all the stress and crazy shit its all over.

LETS CELEBRATE <3 <3 <3 <3

Monday 20 January 2014

My Bad Day

This morning I got woken up with the news that some twat had driven into the back of my car and then driven off.

Good start to the week.


I believe my reaction was 'are you fucking serious?' going outside and then crying. a lot.

It had been shoved forwards several feet and was now at an angle I had not left it at. It had been parked, perfectly, outside my house.

HOW THE FUCK DID YOU HIT IT?!

There was glass all over the road from where the rear lights on the passenger side got smashed up. Other random debris from my car were there too. The quarter of the back right side of the car, totally screwed up. I can't drive it.

Bits were out of place, somehow even underneath the car had been pushed up. So so so bad and I didn't even see the full extent, open the boot and apparently its worse.

One part of my car actually just lifted off. You broke it.

How on earth could you be so heartless?! Spineless pathetic moron. You know what I have of yours? Part of your bumper. And so I know you car is a Ford. and you must be local to have been driving down this non-main road early in the morning.

Oh and of course! With the shit you did to my car, the front of yours can't be looking to good either.

You have a big car, 4x4. cause of where you managed to damage mine.

The police won't find you because apparently it's not their job even though you're a fucking criminal. Yeah. its a crime to drive off. REPORT IT YOU WEAK EXCUSE FOR A PERSON.

Dammit police. Isn't it your job to catch criminals? Look here I'll do some of the work for you. You know where it happened. Got the type of car, know its a big one, know the route they take, know where its damaged. Check CCTV footage. Keep tabs on local repair services and see if anyone has damage like that. GOD IT IS NOT THAT DIFFICULT

But I will find you. And I will smack you round the head with the piece of car you left behind.

Apparently you have 10 days to report that you're a total dick who smashed the back of a young persons car.

A car that I'd only had since October. My first car. You shit.

What if I'd been in it?! Would you have driven off then?

Everybody local, heck, everyone in Hertfordshire. Everyone in freaking East Anglia look for a slightly mushed up big Ford car, with part of bumper missing. passenger side should've taken the damage there. With a driver that looks like an asshole.

And then tell me. Tell police. Take their number plate. Get them in deep shit for what they did. I WOULDN'T BE SO PISSED IF YOU HAD NOT RUN OFF.

Dear asshole driver,

I hope you feel guilty about this every second of every day for the rest of your life.

I hope your family and friends and co-workers know that you failed as person for being so immoral.

I hope your car is fucking damaged and nobody will fix it because they know you're a moron.

Do you have kids? What would you do if this happened to them!? Would you want the driver to fucking drive off? No. You wouldn't.

And you know what. My car is old okay. The insurance company would write it off.

YOU COULDVE LEFT ME WITH NO FUCKING CAR AT ALL.

AND YOU DROVE OFF

DO YOU KNOW HOW EXPENSIVE CARS ARE YOU ASS?!

Although no. I am going to pay a lot of my own hard earned money to get it fixed. Dammit what person my age has that kind of money to spare?!

You know I was saving to visit my friend at uni. saving to visit friends in London. conventions. saving to go to Japan. saving to pay my dad back for the car in the first place which you just wrecked.

I could deal with the crazy amount of money its gonna cost to fix it. I can deal with getting the bus to work (more expense) and walking also. I can deal with being emotional all freaking day, crying, being angry, etc. But I can't deal with the fact that you drove off.

Karma is going to bite you so hard.

Saturday 18 January 2014

London MCM Expo October '13 Saturday

GOOD MORNING EXPO

I was sharing a room with Rachel and we both woke up early so we made tea and watched Sooty and Sweep hahaha xD I felt like an old couple. Although if she would stop stealing the covers that'd be good ahem.

But anyway after chilling for like an hour it was time to get into cosplay gear <3 and it is the return of Miku <3 god I never feel as pretty as I do when wearing this.

Oh gosh, all expo posts are really going to show how much I abused that photo app.
My favourite selca now

Here is me and the lovely Shona!

And she, of course she is brilliant and cosplayed freaking Katrina from Sleepy Hollow <3
 
That is the film vers, by Tim Burton. A brilliant film I have to say!

Rachel looking gorgeous too!

Recognise these two? Cause they sure didn't recognise me as Miku haha! Met them at Hyper Japan, as Kuro and Shura then, now Rin and Shura~

Me and Joe (who I don't remember ever made it onto the blog before XD) but accidently hair twins!

Now check out the skill of these darlings. Tasha, Claire and Kydeka. just. damn. they made this shiz. All from Fire Emblem forgive me that I can't remember the character names other than Chrom xD but woaahh

Plus somebody I do not know haha xD

Selfie time with Tasha ^ ^ she suits pink hair so well~

Just check it out!

Ignore my face haha look at this other gorgeous one :'3

Shona again! She just look so pretty I kept snapping pics xD


Me and Alice! ^o^

Oh and a camho apparently. I really just put these on here in the order they were on my phone >< I LOVE MY EYES

I met Lee! Had her on Facebook but omg shes so adorable!

Selfie selfie time with Claire!
 
Aha I should blog about it faster, I forget everything that happened xD
 
Oh something that was cool I was in a video! I met with Liam who Ive been subscribed too for ages and have him on Facebook and he was just so niice and sweet! I forgot to camho with him though xD but he made cosplay videos at Expo, both are amazing! This is the one with me ah watch it and hes actually a really good dancer too!
 
I met my wifey and also Sophia but I didn't take a picture with wife because I lost her in a crowd TT and the one with Sophia, I look so bad! Haha so you cannot see. But she was sooo nice it was my first time meeting her ^o^
 
Naturally, I got lots of pictures taken hahaha what. I enjoy it too much.
 
OMG I can't remember what happened really!
 
So Im gonna give up wtf.
 
I better write Sunday before I forget EVERYTHING.

Friday 3 January 2014

New Years Resolutions!

I normally say 'get healthy' or whatever rubbish but of course I never do hahahaha. Who actually can keep that one?!

So this year I've decided to make some proper ones and actually write them down. Cause if the internet knows then I kind of have to stick to it.

1. Get more confident! Like don't be worried to even speak up in a group conversation amongst people you don't know well, and don't freaking by shy of ordering in a restaurant or asking stuff wtf xD Confidence to the level of 100% never worry about how I'm coming across.

2. Be more honest. I gotta stop saying different things because I don't like how what I was going to say came across. When I rant about stuff I often freaking back track and make an excuse as to cover myself but it's stupid xD I should just be straight forward and honest...and not twist truth to make people feel better.

3. Don't be such a bitch. This follows on quite well from the previous one. Even if I just start from how I talk, and then move on to how I think. I'll be typing something to a friend and I think 'wait that's really bitchy' and then I send it anyway. And I often catch myself thinking something horrible about someone for no reason and am like- woah, dude! Must be nicer. Must. Honest but not mean.

4. Complain less! I totally take things for granted and it needs to stop TT I really gotta be more positive! Going to change negative thoughts into positive ones~

5. Really strive to achieve and stuff I looveee. Like put more effort into learning Korean and Japanese and do more clothes design and blog more and work harder at doing make up and at cosplay. Basically just work harder and freaking achieve <3

6. Really improve myself as a whole! Not gonna set anything unrealistic but just try not to eat badly all the time and make sure I take care of myself and get more pretty too hahaha that sounds weird but whatever.

I planned these already but now I've written them it sounds strange. Bleh. Deal with. Love.

Good luck me!

Wednesday 1 January 2014

My Week Off!

Tomorrow I go back to work wah wah but I've had such a nice week off! I haven't had this much time off to relax since I left school omg <3

I hope everyone had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year! ^o^ heres to 2014, I'm excited to see what happened~

I probably started feeling all happy and festive when I went to a carol service with my family. The one time a year I will go to church xD I don't listen to the vicar talking or whatever but I love to sing loudly haha. And it's just nice to spend time with the family of course~

Then it was my works Christmas event, although I've actually left them now (this is the place that took me back in before. they damn didn't want me to leave but no way was I gonna stay) but that was really nice! Because the people I worked with were really like family to me, so kind and stuff.

We just went for drinks and food and chatted. And I saw this super super hot guy who I admittedly have a bit of a crush on wtf. but yeah I cannot talk to him he's out of my league and he works at this place anyway and whatever I'm getting off track.

This is what I wore/ looked like

Omg my fringe is too long. still is xD
 
I totally have more than these but I don't want to get carried away, check my Dayre (@SunnyLen) if you wanna see :'3
 
And after that I had 3 more work days and it was Christmas Eve and time to relax! And I did! Just watched films (Mean Girls. Super love it.) and then lets jump forwards to actual Christmas Day!
 
I totally miss the super excited and sparkleness that you get when you're a kid :c but that doesn't mean I didn't have a nice day! Here's some camho's
 
New lipstick! It is actually red but if I wear it bold it doesn't suit me xD but like this is fine~
 
Oh and new ear rings...these are things I got for myself before Christmas xD
 
 
SPARKLES MAKE IT FESTIVE NO?



And wore this. I have had this skirt since summer but like...haven't worn it
 
Look me and my sister! We're wearing dorky Christmas tree hats <3
 
I'm the older one dammit!
 
Here is the table ready fooorrr...
 
DELICIOUS MEAL <3
 
Ok off point but how freaking creepy is this biscuit? Tastes really nice but that face. wtf.

I wanted to take a picture of my nan's fancy present wrapping but cause my phone case got in the way this happened. Accidently fancy~

AND LET ME SHARE WITH YOU MY BIG BANG CALANDER. hehehehe so wonderful
 
So yeah, Christmas day was soooo nice. Lots of food and random. And then in the evening we visited some relatives which just great! Especially cause my far away (like hour) grandparents were there too <3 I hadn't seen them in agesss! Aw it was just nice! (nice is a rubbish word to use but it was k)
 
Then on to Boxing Day! This time at my dads and nearby grandparents came round <3
 
Heres a not very good picture of OOTD
 
And then here's a selca!
 
More super wonderful gifts were exchanged to add to the many awesome thing I already got of course and then, here comes another really really yummy meal <3 <3
 
On another b-e-autiful table!
 
Mmmm <3 can I eat this again?
 
Ah so after eating, pausing, then eating a bit more we just sat down and relaxed before that day was soon over too. I was in such a good mood though! Tired but happy :'3
 
The following day we went to see...dundundundun....The Hobbit! OH MY GOD IT WAS AMAZING <3 just like I thought it would be~ I freaking loved it. Why did it have to end?! I can't wait for the next one!
 
And then to make this day even better, I got myself a 3DS!!! I've been wanting one since Nintendo first said about them xD so ages. and now I finally have one! And I brought Animal Crossing: New Leaf with it and I've been playing it unhealthily ever since <3<3<3
 
Isn't it pretty?! (sticker got as a gift :'3 and it suits it perfectly)
 
I think the day after all I did was play Animal Crossing...Yeah I actually did! And then in the evening I went to my friends house so we could play it together xD omg I love life.
 
Then then then the day after was the only productive day I've had this whole holiday! I tidied my room and I'm damn proud of myself xD Still this counts as another good day in the holiday because you know got to sleep lots and eat whenever and whatever and gah, just amaze. 
 
And then whatever day was after I went to London! Yay London! And I saw the forever gorgeous Tunika who hadn't seen since Hyper Japan ;A;
 
We spent like the whole day in China Town. She is like a London expert so I went to where ever she was going haha xD
 
First we had crepes (how to get accent I do not know) which were sooo nice!
 
I got banana <3
 
And after a lot of trail and error cause they weren't damn open we went to Purikura! My first time eeee <3 we spent such a long time there but it was really fun and now here's 16 awesome pictures that are awesome:
 
It made my scarf look crazy haha xD
 
Tunika said it's like a drama poster, one super happy vs one grumpy!
 
China Town has legit pandas. totally.
 
I ACCIDENTLY WINKED. THIS WILL NEVER HAPPEN AGAIN.
 
God why is she so cute?!
 
 
Hearts and hearts and hearts <3
 
Tunika and SunnyLen for cover girl?!
 
If only I were this tall!
 
We are. Total. Dorks.
 
Wtf a monkey
 
My favourite one <3<3
 
OH NO A BEE
 
OMFG WE ARE IN SPACE HELP
 
Omg omg too adorable (not me xD)
 
We can be bunnies too!
 
Tunika showed me this super awesome flower hand thing! Bwaaa~
 
You know it wasn't just my first time, it was hers as well! Omg it was so fun! We also ate Japanese food which was super yummy and we went shopping for a while too! (saw cute guys hehehe) And all day we talked and talked and talked.
 
It was so nice seeing you again hunny! Why does everyone have to live in London ;A; I miss you!
 
Okay nearly done of this looongg post xD
 
Then it was New Years Eve!
 
This my new jumper too!
 
I posted this on Facebook with a message~ 'Happy New Year! (dont look too excited)
People keep posting about how theyve over come mean comments or people who didnt believe in them or who pissed them off etc etc etc but I dont have any of that to write :'3 I'm too loved mwahahaha! Or if people hate me they do it in secret >>'
 
It is so true! I have to admit I was glad that I didn't have any of that to write~~
 
In the evening to see in 2014 I went to my friends and joined by forever awesome friends who I love for life from school days <3 its so hard getting us together these days ;n; and exchanged presents and spent awesome time together! <3 I love you guys!
 
And there you have it, we happily saw the new year in and had a great time!
 
All over I had a really great week I'm sad to let it go! Time to go back to the real world hehe
 
Bye bye bye bye <3 from the first post of 2014 omg