13 Things About 2013

I hope everyone's Christmas was great! Mine was ^o^ and then I brought a 3DS and then my life was over <3

I'm doing the same thing as last year yay! As the years go on I'll have to do more and more cool things to add up to the number. It's a few days away yet but new year is soon so let me have a think about things that I've done xD

1. I got a car. And pretty much re-learnt how to drive it!

2. So that means I also passed my driving test! Oh yes! 10 points!

3. Made a load of new friends, mostly at conventions of course <3

4. Went to Hyper Japan for the first time and it was amazing~

5. SAW SUPER JUNIOR LIVE IN CONCERT. DOES NOT GET BETTER THAN THAT

6. Oh and even though it was back in February, I also saw Kyary Pamyu Pamyu in concert <3 <3 <3 that being my first concert EVER. and and I saw other shows too!

7. Again my confidence grew and grew with my blog, it's really taken off this year ^o^

8. I started on YouTube! I haven't given up on it but I actually have videos now, with my face and voice! Gosh~

9. (Because this is damn cool for me) I got approached by a model scout

10. I had a bit of a muddle with jobs/ no job but now I'm in a whole new one which I like c:

11. I pushed my hair to the extreme with bleaching and dying, it still hasn't recovered xD

12. I re-discovered my love for interesting fashion

13. I also found more about myself and what I think about different things and just things about me

Oh my gosh I looked back on my blog titles over the year and I can't believe all those things were this year! They seem like a life time ago! And also looking back I really had a good year <3 <3

I wonder what next year will have in store for me ^o^

Late Merry Christmas and a Happy New Year <3

Plastic Plastic Fake Fake!

Good evening dears~! I hope you've been seeing my excessive camhoing on Dayre?

Today I'm going to talk about plastic surgery ooooo. First of all, I think its perfectly okay! I'm all for beauty and that's just a length people can go to to achieve it. And well it sure works! I'm totally jealous of how amazing it can make people look. Just because they've got guts and money xD

It bugs me about how taboo it is in the UK. I've actually never gone past a plastic surgery place before, or ever seen any adverts. When somebody mentions it (like I have to friends before) you always get the 'oh no you don't need it youre so pretty!'

Yeah but what if I want to look prettier?!

It just seems like too damn extreme for people in this country. And if someones had it done they keep it secret wtf. Why aren't you showing off your dedication to your looks? It's so bad when people lie. And then wonder why it has a bad reputation.

I'm jealous of people in South Korea, it's such a common accepted thing there! Like- you wanna get a double eyelids? Okay go on then. Hey it looks good!

Wah wah wah

(Although why people want double eyelids I do not know. I wish there was one for single! They can look damn good also!)

I don't think I could ever mention such a thing to my family, it's like me announcing that Im going to France to marry a guy Ive never met xDD (best fake example ever)

Dear me, Western world why arent you accepting?! So much is about beauty but as soon as its something more permanent like surgery you avert your eyes and scorn people wtf wtf

General reactions are 'fake' 'bimbo' 'plastic' 'vain' etc etc. mostly fake. Oh how is your makeup and hair extensions doing recently?

I don't get how if someone is naturally pretty they get all the praise and everything but if someone is just as pretty but it's because of surgery they get hated on for it! Just because this one person was born with a good face, it's not fair! People cannot help the face they're born with. Some people will use make up to alter themselves but some can use surgery. No big diff. Why should they accept the face they have if they can get one they want? Omg omg people are so bitter.

I've never ever had anything done but I'm not past thinking about it, if I was loaded (and was able to get away with it without my parents killing me haha) I would totally have (not official names I dont know stuff like that) (oh and its included cosmetic surgery):

-Eye widening

-That thing they do to give people aegyo sal

- Straight nose bridge

- Something thatll make my skin all nice idk xD zap it

I think thats it from the top of my head~

Oh oh wait! Give me Invisalign PLEASE

And if I don't ever get those things I want the UK to actually sell beauty products I want! Sheet mask, hair mask, Etude House stuff, bottom false lashes! ;n; I've never found these things ever ever </3

(Can you tell where I get my beauty ideals from? xD)

Guuuhh then I'd look so perfect guys!

GIVE ME MY FAKE ALREADY

Why Do You War?!

There's no real reason why I'm writing this now when it would have made more sense to write it like last month but oh well here!

Maybe cause I was going on a mini rant with my mum about how charity people always try and bug you on the street haha xD

Oh right, first, disclaimer: some people may get offended by reading this blah blah blah. if you're pro war for some reason go away I don't even want you page view.

I was having a think about that and then I remembered the time that on the street in my town was a guy getting people to donate money to soldiers and stuff. It was damn annoying how he was shouting out to try and get people to come, he had a table and flag and everything oh my god.

So this stall was to get money to help them out and then to freaking recruit people to join the army! Fuck no.

You know you always try to avoid eye contact with these type of people otherwise they'll feel inclined to talk to you (bleh) and when I had accidently eye contact with this guy it was bitch glare and then march right on by.

No I won't support that! No chance.

On Remembrance Day I buy my poppy and I wear it and I do the silence because it's damn sad to have so many people die for something so stupid and avoidable :c 

Especially when you think about WW1 and WW2, such tragic loss! Just because people are selfish and want power.

Hey, if you want people to like you be nice don't kill them. Duh.

But! When troops go swanning in to some other country cause they are trying to get all involved and up in the counties business and then get killed because of it- wtf!

I'm not gonna support that! What did you expect was going to happen when you went to war?! You were gonna live?! People die in wars for gods sake.

I don't support war at all man! Even when people try to resolve stuff with violence I'm like...did somebody replace your brain with a block of wood?

Aaah you'd think with all the shit that comes with war that people would learn but no they do not

It's not noble, its not smart and you can get killed.

There's this Christmas advert right now and it's got a home video of this family doing a video message for their dad saying happy Christmas and stuff cause he's doing military things, at the end he shows up and they're all very excited and its cute. But wtf what kind of parent puts a war over their own family?!

Being there for your family is more important than anything

The kids could see you every day! Not have to miss you.

Also also, you don't just get killed in wars. You kill people too. Nice having that on your conscience huh?

Killing people is wrong no matter how much excuse you want to put on top of it.

So yeah, moral of the story- don't get me to donate to your war cause, you wouldn't have gotten hurt if you didn't have a war in the first place c:

DAYRE SUCCESS

QUICK READERS FOLLOW ME ON DAYRE <3

I'm actually using it now! I plan to update it with something every day ^-^ cause every day happenings aren't cool enough to make it on to the blog xD

Why should you follow me?

Cause right now you're missing out on these camhos that I took since I got my phone fixed! (yes fixed. Im soo happy)

 

Dayre knew I started a new job, knew how I won the staff over by talking about video games and how damn scary driving in the fog was. You guys didn't :c

 

So what are you guys waiting for?! Go and follow me on Dayre ^o^

 

I am as SunnyLen of course!!!

I don't know how to get a mobile link type thing omg. but now you know. YOU HAVE NO EXCUSE. Download it, follow me!

Shallow Ah

Pretty this, pretty that. How's my make up? Clothes? Hair? Can I just check on my reflection? Quick take a selca!

Okay I've got a lot of talking to do right now xD I was gonna write a 'off load old selcas that deserve attention' post but now I'm just gonna include it in this post because posts without pictures are boring.

And sorry if I repeat some, I forget.

When my Shima wig first arrived it was so pretty xD

 

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There really is a point to this okay lets get on with it.

 

Right now, I've realised how much i've changed how how I have actually become kind of shallow wtf. It's not 100% because of course if you know me, you know how I can be shy etc etc. but it is pretty key I think!

 

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I won't go on a date with you because you are not good looking enough. - God damn I think that all the time. Its probably a teenager thing but I remember back at school and people would show a picture of their boyfriend and everyone would be like 'oh he's so cute' That's the reaction you want! If you didn't get it you failed hahaha

 

Who doesn't want to have a hot person next to them? I want someone I can take selcas with who will look good with me! I put so much effort into how I look, it's only fair they do as well.

 

I'm also way too absorbed in my own life to let somebody else in like that

 

(And don't say you don't think stuff like that either. People are idolised for how hot they are :3)

 

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I love to take selca's all the time because it makes me happy! In case I forget how I look or I feel ugly that day I can have nice pictures to remind me!

 

Although I dropped my phone dammit. One of the cracks goes over the front camera ;n;

 

And taking ones without being able to see is hard. Wtf

 

I think saying that I like to camho isn't even news to you guys hahahaha!

 

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I also think I've got a slight obsession. I've decided its an obsession because on multiple occasions I tell my self to stop 'famewhoring'

 

I think about how I can improve, catch attention without it being OTT wrong kind of attention. I want to be bigger than freaking XiaXue. I want to be known for my blog, cosplaying, selcas. And in the future maybe even fashion (news: Im considering studying fashion design) and maybe YouTube idk.

 

Don't get me wrong, I love doing all those things! But it's not like being an accountant where you just go ahead and do that shit, with these things you have to be known to be successful. I just happen to like something like that.

 

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And ever since I got approached by that model scout I've started to consider it to be a realistic goal for once.

 

What do you think?!

 

I KEEP WORKING AT IT

 

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'Even though I have bitchy thought's I'm actually a nice person' - motivation to keep going c:

 

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You know when I can't see how I look I worry I look bad and then confidence leaves for a while wtf.

 

I still miss this hair :c

 

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All my goals right now are very 'me' orientated. I'm trying to get my skin looking good, trying to get fit and healthy. It's damn hard let me tell you! If I told my friends/ family I was exercising they'd be like 'WHY YOU DONT NEED TO' but shut up c: I may be small but I am not fit no way!

 

If I can get fit then I can skilled at other things. I'm in love with K-Pop (duh duh duh) and want to be able to dance like them. One day to be able to say 'yeah, I can do that.' famewhoring

 

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Enough selca for you?

 

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Getting success for just blogging is not skill enough for me! I'm gonna do more and more or everything!

 

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'Im so gorgeous what do I do' vs. 'oh my god Im never as pretty as her this sucks what now? what lengths do I need to go to?!' - Inner mind battle

 

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Is this some kind of rebound cause of how I grew up so shy and un-me?

 

 

Who knows who knows, I sure don't.

 

 

Although I can't deny I'm having fun! If I met my old self I wouldn't like her. I would get annoyed at how closed off she was and how, she didn't realise the first step to personal happiness was look good!

 

Old self, you should have owned wigs and lashes

 

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I feel I should mention that I'm sometimes still quite like that, so you don't hate me by the

time you finish this post <3



 

*Still a nice person

 

*Still gets insecure and shy about stuff

 

*Still me

*Still not confident

 

*Still the girl you see in all my posts. I'm nothing if not honest

 

*Still not sure on life goal. But this is what I'm thinking about right now.

 

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I am freaking SunnyLen and I can do anything <3