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I need to spend less time on photo apps

I invented a game, when I was meant to be sleeping. To think of 10 bad things about you and then 10 good things to throw your ego into super mode. Bad first, cause you want to be able to cheer yourself up afterwards.

It's good to know what sucks about you so you can improve it, and its also good to know how awesome you are so you can be happy!

Going to try and say all this stuff shamelessly x3

Lets start~!

Bad.
1. I am lazy. I can easily find 10 other things to do without getting out of my chair instead of doing something that I really need to do.

2. I can be really, really mean. This is an odd one, I can try and give someone advice on something I feel strongly about, but then I just sound like a bitch and maybe even tell someone they're being stupid or blind when they're being down about themselves. Yeah, it's more likely to make them pissed at me than help.

3. I'm stubborn. My opinion is right and you aren't going to change it. If theres something Im unhappy with, your advice won't help me until a while later when I reason with myself.

4. Okay, I am a little self-centered, in my attempts to feel happy with myself I'll look at someone and think how I am better than them, and I know it's horrible, but I just do it.

5. I'm shy. I hate being shy. -rolls around on the floor- I'm not as bad as I used to be, I used to even be shy of family I didn't see much xD but it is really like a wall that I can't knock down completely.

6. Now this one isn't exactly my fault, but I don't help. I have bad skin, my face is gross, but I keep wearing make up on it to cover it up, but that doesn't help at all! So yeah, sucks.

7. I'm not good at taking my own advice. Kind of like shouting at someone to follow their dreams, screw everyone else! Then I'm here like...I'm too scared xD

8. I don't appreciate what I have as much as I should. Simple as really, I know I should, but I don't much, I find it hard to be like 'yay I have a house and good health' because I've never known any different.

9. I forget things. Too easily, even friends birthdays, something important like applying for a job or even something I wanted to do like look for cosplay. Theres something wrong with my brain.

10. I'm not very open. Some people might say 'oh good I dont want to listen to your problems anyway' but really, if you always keep them up it doesn't do you any good at all, I should learn to talk to people more x3

Now that I've established how awful I am, lets remind ourselves of how totally-awesome-win I am!

Good~
1. I am a good listener, hey friend, or even stranger, you got a problem? You willing to accept that I could help you? Then I'm going to listen to you. No need to ask 'can I talk to you?' just do, I don't want your life to suck, so talk away and I'll help you out!

2. I'm a loyal friend. Seriously, my friends, I love you guys and I won't ever betray your trust. If someone bad mouths you, they are really gonna regret it.

3. I'm stubborn, yeah that was a bad thing too. But this way- no-one can stop me doing what I want to do, it makes me more determined and loyal to myself.

4. Even though it seems like I can be quite the bitch, I am acctually a pretty nice person. I always want to leave a good impression on someone, so they think 'oh that girl, she was so nice.' If I ever die young people will remember me as being kind~

5. If there is something I want, like really want, I will work hard to get it and I won't stop.

6. I always try to look on the bright side of life, and try and show it to other people (successfully or not'')

7. Okay, just to be vain here, despite having bad skin, wobbles and baby fat, I'm not that bad looking. Could be worse right? XD I know about make up and know what I shouldn't be wearing xD I think my eyes are quite nice, and I'm not fat either.

8. Some super nerds might think this is bad, but I have a lot of interests! Which even cause me to study stuff, not even in school! Makes me more interesting~

9. I have some tallents actually! Honesty is a tallent, I'm a fair writer with a giant imagination, I can manage to learn languages, I have some ability to draw. Not that bad really c:

10. I'm amazing.

And there we go. I think that turned out nicely.

P.S Super congratulations to PSY making it to Number 1 in the mid-week charts! Hopefully he'll still be there Sunday, so come on PSY- come to the UK :D

K-Pop Loving~

But first something so UNRELATED, I made a picture :3

I wanted to have it chilling on the side of my blog >>> but I don't know how to :c



 

Now onto my point! K-Pop! I LOVE K-Pop (no kidding) and have for just over a year~ I knew it before but not well at all so I wasn't really a fan, but then I was shown Super Junior >w<

 

Those dorks <3

 

I love all 15 of them, and of course the most beautiful of them all!

Not baised. At all.

 

Of course I love a lot of other groups, but I don't plan on filling up a blog of 'SDFGHJTNFBGDSED' spazzing over all those darlings XD just use your imagination.

 

The main thing about it I love is of course the music itself, that there are so many tallented people! Some of them have such powerful voices (ahem SuJu KRY), and even (congratulations, really) some made me like rap music D-D WHAT. Big Bang I'm looking at chu >>

 

And of course I love how freaking beautiful they all are! (I know thats kinda the point, but still, it works) I just just stare at their faces all day, example Park Bom <3 (who according to the person at o2 I bought my phone from looks like me...okay then xD I'll just agree because it makes me happy) she's so cute ;u;

 

Some of them have had surgery or whatever, but you can't help but admire their apperance and dedication to it! Bawww <3

 

And how not only can they sing, they dance and act too. How can such tallented people exist?! And they're good looking too! Why can't I have any of these things?! XD

I love the personalities that you see, staged or not I fell for them anyway~ Like Donghae and his adorable cute fishyness ;w; They make me so happy! Seeing them perform or watching their shows, K-Pop has really changed my life~

 

I really like the fandoms too (although scroll down, it has its problems D-D), I like it when I can be excited about something from say, NU'EST and then I can go and be all excited with other LO/\E's, same with Super Junior and ELF's, I even have a friend I simply call ELF >w<

 

I like the lifestyle it has given me, a whole new world to discover. So yeah, K-Pop is pretty much flawless, I know the artists themselves aren't but they're still pretty damn close! <3 I wish I could explain my love for it better x3 this is the best way I think I can without breaking the keyboard with random letters of happiness. And to add tears for effect;;; I just have this big feeling in my heart that doesn't have words ;w;

 

One thing I don't like is the media, but then again I never do, rumours and lies and exaggerations are the worst :c so I just avoid places like allkpop, they're there to make a story, its no good going crazy xc

 

Also, 'fans' I don't get you. Don't get me wrong, the artists I love, I really do love and I'll defend them if I need to, but then there are people who will criticize one artists simply because they aren't their bias, whats the point in that? Or accuse artists of copying another. You guys...why so serious?

 

Okay okay those stressy fans (just mentioned, and the types who have fan wars, seriously get over yourself) aren't as bad, wait, no where near as bad as Saesang fans. They aren't fans, oh my god they are INSANE. They scare me.

 

If you love an idol, like a lot of people do (myself included) you would maybe write a nice letter or send a gift or do a fan video or something, you would not stalk them, pay crazy prices to get a taxi to follow them around all day, hack into their emails and texts to see where they are and what they are doing. You don't shriek at them or hit them or hit normal fans just to get the idols attention.

 

Thats not going to make them love you, thats going to make them scared. Why would you hurt someone you love? You want to get noticed for being a creep?

 

One thing that reaalllyyy creeps me out, it is disgusting, is stories of girls, who get their period. When this happens to me, I think, ohhh my tummy hurts so much, emo emo emo, now time to get junk food and hug a pillow and be emotional. I don't think, oh lets write a letter in the blood and send it to oppa. AHHH WTF. WHY. WHY?!

 

Hey you people, they don't want this. I don't think anyone would, what are you doing? Go and spend money on stuff for yourself, not on stalking, go back to school, get an eduction. Submit yourself to a mental institution because you're so unstable.

 

Theres a short video on youtube about some saesang stuff, its so horrible, it really is xc how on earth are there so many of them?

 

Poor idols :c I feel so so so sorry for them having to put up with this, some get it worse than others, like JYJ for example. I might be wrong here but I think there was a time where Jaejoong yelled at a saesang or maybe hit one? I'm not sure BUT he got in loads of trouble for it! Do people not understand how insane these 'fans' are?

 

Why are they even called fans? They're mad. Completely mad. Calm down you nutcases.

DON'T STEAL OPPA'S UNDERWEAR.

 

If I ever got to meet my idol, I would treat them with huge respect because they inspire me so much, and I want them to be happy and think well of me ^-^

 

Hint hint...Heechul you are so going to meet me one day, when Im super famous and everything. Yup. :3

 

Even though some fans are constantly PMSing, or being plain scary, I love the rest of them and I love the groups and singers and the dramas too, so I will always love K-Pop <3 HEARTS.

P.S. During my driving lesson I was sitting at traffic lights and 2 school girls crossed doing Gangnam Style!

Gangnam Style!

Because everybody knows this.

Annndd suddenly K-Pop has broken through world-wide, congratulations PSY :D
 
I can't wait for K-Pop to get around, it will make it so much easier to buy stuff here ;u; instead of having to wait ages for something to be shipped~

I'm so excited that Gangnam Style has gotten into the UK Charts, PSY said if he gets a Number 1 (OMFG PLEASE;;;) he will come to the UK. TOO MUCH HAPPINESS. He already made third on this weeks charts so Im hoping so much that he'll jump to number 1 next week!

I had a mega shock when one of my friends, who doesn't listen to K-Pop at all, told me she knew the song without me telling her.

Seriously PSY, ilu, for getting K-Pop out here, FINALLY. I even found myself dancing to Gangnam Style with my sister who always whines and complains when I play K-Pop >w<

*throws flowers everywhere*

Short post of shortness was short, I'm just super excited for PSY <3

Photos, Cosplay Photos

Camwhoring

Selcas

Vainism

I got an iPhone so here are pictures I edited on some awesome win apps :'D oh and ones from my webcam that have been sitting around cause I took so long to update ><

Vainvainvainvainvainvainvain

I was so ill that day D-D (because you needed to know)

 From Twitter~!

 

My darlings <3 Gucci (top) and Casper (bottom + left) I hope he likes the bow I gave him c:

Now this was just an excuse to play around with borders ><

 

Hello :D

This isn't my hat

 

2 Months 'til An Cafe!

I am clearly too lazy to edit old photos

 

Now for something more interesting than my face! My face, dressed up as someone elses face :D

AKA Cosplay!

My step-cousin/ awesome friend (who is also an amazing artist) came over and we spent an entire day camwhoring being creative in Blue Exorcist cosplay.

Since there are 352 photos, Im just gonna post my favourites!

In these, Me - Rin, Kydeka- Bon (shes gonna get a wig~)

Someones jealous of my awesomeness
 

Having a manga about yourselves? You guys are so vain

 

Lesson learnt, don't annoy Bon

 

There is no story, we were just girly posing ^-^

 

She named this 'Bon being a retard with door' so true.

 

You know what, this post is waaaay to long now, I'm going to write another one with more photos. Or maybe Cousie will write one, she should.

 

That and it suddenly got really dark and chucked it down with rain, I think it might thunder. I dont really want to blow up my laptop.

 

Peace yo :D

 

p.s. I had my first Japanese lesson, at lassttttt! I might as well be Japanese now. Well not really.